my pretty boyy.

2009-03-05T08:59:00.000-08:00

i met up w 성훈 (seong-hoon) on monday! he's actually a very good friend of one of my dance friends - bong. n he came fr dinner w my orientation grp aft tht! heh. it's really nice to meet a singaporean/singaporean-like person in this unfamiliar city :) n it was really different meeting him in korea, because in sg he speaks lots of english n strange chinese.. n here, he'd just speak to me in korean altho i understand like only 30%?!

i look gd w those frames dnt i? they're his actually heh. n we had like bbq pork which was really gd! i just had too much =X

n thereafter, the rest proceeded to eat/drink MORE while i finally gt to eat my favourite baskin' robbins! :D:D:D we shared like a pint n the pint was only 6300won w 3 flavours of your choice! :):):) cldnt be happier!

i think im supposed to be a poor kid bt i decided to come out fr dinner anyway! dinner was cheap tho! 4000won w sundubu chiggae, fish, pork chop etc. really tasted like chinese food (smth tht im craving fr).

n we collected extra frm dinner so TADAH!! we gt baskin' robbins (again) in this cold n freezing weather! i think my deng is coming! cuz im starting to crave fr stuff. oh well.

it's the end of the first wk of sch, n i still cant decide on my modules. gotta go over to settle them early in the morn tmr! :( rawr.

2009-03-01T08:18:00.000-08:00

i've been so busy the past few days! of course, in a good way. we went fr club day on friday night. it's whn like all the clubs in the hongdae (hongik university) area, come tgt n hv this massive clubbing night where ppl pay really little n get access to all the clubs! :)

n the girls here are insane. 爱美不要命! they wear like spaghetti mini dresses n tank tops?! AT LIKE FREAKING 1degree?! plus it gets colder in the night. *shrugs*

n this is kayla. i think we were a little high whn i did this.

well, i didnt drink much because i wldnt wnt to pass out in a foreign country. my mom wld freak out n throw a fit. SO, we just danced. *sigh* i miss getting smashed at zouk. oh, n the clubs here are nt non-smoking, so there's like SO MUCH smoke i feel like i might die of lung cancer there n thn.

n thn ystd, we went SKIING! :):) had to take a 1 hr bus ride all the way to yangji pine resort. they decided tht it was the best because it's the nearest! n ystd was relatively warm = na is nt freezing n wnts to die.

initially, we thought like we'd spend quite a lot, because shanming checked the website n they said like skiing alone is abt 70 000, excluding all the rental of skis n ski wear. bt as we were walking to the ski resort, we went into this ski shop to ask fr directions n we gt ourselves a really gd deal! 44 000 fr skiing n ski lifts n rental of skis n rental fr clothes! :):) plus the guy went all the way up w us n gave us free lessons, so he taught us n guided us all the way!

it was quite warm up there tho, cuz the sun was shining right dwn on us. n btw, i insisted on the pink jacket hehe. the view frm the ski lifts are amazing! (i thought tiffany might die if she looked dwn)

n i think im pretty damn gd at skiing dnt you think! :):)

had 감자탕 (gam-ja-tang = secretly-spicy-pork-ribs-soup) fr dinner which was really gd! n this guy's our instructor/store owner!

n tday we went to 앞구정 (ap-gu-jeong) which is this really up-market place! N I FINALLY GT TO EAT MY PISTACHIO MACARON! OMGOMGOMGOMG. i was so happy! plus i bought really gd strawberry jam which will be my bfast:)

dnt these cafes remind you of those tht you see in korean dramas? they're so pretty!

n i gt a furry hat thingy (which i might nvr ever wear again in sg). n i busted on a louis vuitton rouge pouch thingy.. n a necklace frm T&C. *chuckles* i think i might die frm overspending.

hell, it's been a great week. n i gt to skype most of the tennis girls tday! joyce, thn claire thn jz! where's al n shan?! n everyone else, pls skype me! i really miss you.

frm my head to my toe, to my broken heart, i really miss you.

2009-02-26T09:01:00.000-08:00

ystd was city tour day! n we went to some the national folk museum of korea, insa-dong n thn to watch jump! visited insa-dong whn i came to korea fr summer, so it wasnt exactly intriguing. jump wasnt too bad either.. it was like a martial arts comedy. bt i've been fr nanta, n it was really impressive. they made music w like kitchen essentials like pots n pans n cutlery.. n there was real food flying arnd!

picture w the dragon zodiac stone thingy!

my KU buddy! we really hv to call them oppa n unnie (nt like they make us do it), bt it's just rude if we dnt do it. n i always forget n speak too informally :/

n w some of the sgreans!

oooh n he's one of the actors in jump! n i bought the shirt too. cuz i didnt hv enough shirts to slp in anyway:) XXXL! hahaha.

we went drinking too n i think all of us had too much soju! i threw up :/ soju is secretly strong, like it doesnt burn yr throat so you dnt really knw wht you're drinking. WE'RE GG FR CLUB DAY TMR! :DDD

with one of my oppas.

look at the amt of beer! wahahhahaa.

tday aft hall orientation, i went shopping at myeongdong! i bought so much! frm uggs to scarfs, to beanies to bras to undies to mirrors to clothes to leggings to shoes to everything! OMGOMGOMG. bt, i really need them! they make me so much warmer here. *smiles* oh n i gt some skin cream fr my cold rash:(

im really quite a happy girl can you see?

look at the amt of things i bought omgomgomg.

my uggs are pretty arent they! i gt them fr like 20 000won. they're pretty cheap! bt i havent decided wht im gg to do w them whn i get back to sg :X anyone wnts to buy?

long day cuz i went to coffee bar k at gangnam after tht. n thts a long way back to my place. plus i had to climb like some STUPID HIGH DARK MOUNTAIN ALONE at 1AM! omg. im nt gg to do it again. im so scared tht someone wld just jump out of the bushes n mug me (the trail is alongside a forest). at least im home well n safe! gotta shower, nights <3

2009-02-22T08:06:00.000-08:00

im finally in seoul! it's only been like 6mths since i came here the other time.. so i cld still rmb places n hw they looked like. n other thn the temperature & weather, everything's pretty much the same!

went grocery/necessities shopping ystd n tday (n maybe bought a little accessories n clothes on the way) :X face shop n skin food is so cheap here they just come off the shelf n fall into the basket.

been eating so much.. all tht yummy pastries! it's frm this bakery near my dorm. n the ajusshi is like this really kind n homely man. (you knw those kinds you see on tv who give up their career just to bake/cook fr the family? yeah.)

n we had to take the really complicated subway to everywhere! n it's nice hw they hv like shops in the stations (i think raffles xchange is trying to copy them).. bt like you can shop whn you're walking to change your train. total distraction fr ppl like me.

n my pretty sch! it looks as if it's some college in the UK. n it makes me feel like im studying magic! :D

i really like hw beautiful seoul is whn it's cold.. it makes me feel like im really far away frm home.
im packed on w clothes like a ba zhang, n yet there are korean girls walking arnd in like skirts/shorts. SHEESH!

it's really cold here. -7 degrees whn i gt off the plane n it gets colder in the night! i cld wear like 4 layers plus scarf plus socks plus boots plus gloves n still feel cold! tht is why i m gg to buy more warm clothings n boots tmr!

im still missing everyone back at home. love <3

2009-02-08T09:44:00.000-08:00

a lot has been gg thru my mind recently. n i kinda gt more n more enlightened i shd say. i think whn ppl hv time on their hands, they tend to be able to think deeper into the meaning of life, reasons behind certain actions and consequences derived from particular circumstances, which all in all can create a whole new dimension in understanding wht goes on in ppl's mind.

at this very moment, im beginning to confuse myself. (which really isnt the plan)

had an extremely exhausting day though. started off w bfast w shuhao, darren n xj.. at imperial treasure taka! their dimsum is worth a try! thn tennis girls at parkway to EAT FRIED CHICKEN AT KFC n thn frozen yoghurt.. of course retail therapy! i bought bare minerals makeup, clinique facial wash n toner n a shirt frm topshop! :X wht happened to saving money to shop in korea?

n thn i met rachel tann (why are there so many rachels!) fr korean bbq! *yum* n im abt to die bt i still really wnt to read my book. n i slept like only 3 hrs last night b/c i was watching GOSSIP GIRL. *starts american accent* like omg, i really think i shd start blogging abt ppl's names in letters, like, 'cant wait to see you C.'

anyhow, this poem is really apt is speaking abt helplessness n sacrifice;

相见时难别亦难
东风无力百花残
春蚕到死丝方尽
蜡炬成灰泪始干

n i thought, why so cham. 人定胜天事在人为.

MOTIVE IS IRRELEVANT, AS LONG AS THE END GAME IS THE SAME.

2009-01-07T22:15:00.000-08:00

oh my. my last blogged post was on the 16th june 2008. since it's 2009, i think it's time i started blogging again. hehe. ANYHOW, my last post was abt bangkok n HOW i really wnt to go back there. there's the sm concert there on 5th feb (bt since i secretly scared tht i might die n therefore might nt make it to korea to see my husbands), i hv decided nt to go. although, cheapo-tiger-airlines has like $0 flights.

im so busy w dance because of blast's upcoming EMCC concert. mon, tues, wed, fri, sat. so dnt ask me whether im free these few nights, cuz i as much as i wnt to go out n ching-a-ling w you, i cant. bt aft tht (=partying), CAN :):):)

gtg fr tuition! thn tennis girls' sleepover at claire's. hehe. loves.

2008-06-16T08:39:00.000-07:00

ahhh gt back frm bangkok fr abt a wk alr.. nice trip! went there fr 9 long days so had plenty of time to go sight-seeing, shopping, chilling out, even gymed! (thts hw much time i had) spent almost a thousand sgd on shopping, massage, food & concert bt it was so much fun!

I REALLY LOVE BANGKOK!

mo n me chilling out in the hotel room, hving a feast fr bfast! 20 cents soya milk!

happy pple on the ferry at chao phraya river(:

even happier na w $17 pretty nails done at wang lang!

coconut ice cream n more shopping at chatuchak!

lebua toilet! sky bar pics are still w jiapei!

been really busy aft i gt back! meeting up w pple n gg fr dinner n all(: went to sentosa last saturday w some of the pple. N I GT BLACKER :( all my whitening milk gone dwn the drain. hahaha.

lk at me wearing so much trying to hide frm the sun!

i think i became blacker!

tried to include the backgrnd! pretty sunny island singapore(:

thn tday i went w sayang to prive! we ate at the bakery tho, because the restaurant was relatively pricey. hahaha she had so much she said she was really exploding.. bt we ate half a wagyu beef burger each, n i had desserts whn she just sat there n whine abt hw full she is.

had rich chocolate cake, honey & fig ice cream plus chocolate peanut butter cake. omg, choc peanut butter cake is SO SINFUL!! bt so gd(:

nice night scenery. you hardly get such beautiful pics in singapore!

n thts me gorging on my choc peanut butter cake!

i've been quite a happy girl(:

2008-05-27T10:28:00.001-07:00

sry! i knw it's been so long since i posted! will update more((:

anyhow been really busy w dance recently cuz there was this nee soon community celebration thingy one wk back, so we had rehearsals so often! hahaha cuz it was some huge event (we performed infront of PM Lee), so we had to make sure everything was right! omg bt tht day itself, the weather was SO HOOOTTTTTTT n we only had 1 pathetic fan :( hell i almost suffered frm heat stroke i swear. nw i really like lose yr mind (my item)!

gg off to bkk in a few days! cant wait till i actually get to see jiyong (my husband) infront of me acting like an idiot((: will be off frm 2nd-10th june! definitely will hv lots to blog abt whn i get back dnt worry. n coincidentally (i think yun planned it).. dbsk is gg to be there fr some meet & greet w the thai fans cuz they're hving this massive large-scale exhibition abt their idol journey frm the 1st-10th june. HAH. so at least i get to see both my ex n my present husbands! *grins frm ear to ear*

the entire CJ family((:

i think the heat gt onto us. (check out the underventilated tent)

pretty laddiess(:

lose yr mind babes!

tmr's one hell dancing day. gonna be dancing frm 230 onwards till like 9pm? n thn im gg to zouk baby! (: i think i caught the clubbing flu again. okay it's abt time i slept alr otherwise i wldnt be able to wake up tmr cuz i gotta go fix my LG viewty. (despite everyone raving abt it, it REALLY isnt such a gd phone. the touch screen interface sucks) nights!

2008-04-24T02:34:00.000-07:00

celebrated tiffany's 20th bday on sunday! w jael n valerie(:

we had lunch & sizzling plate brownie at melvados (at bukit timah) before gg to the fish farm. WELL, JAEL GT LOST & THEY WERE LATE FR ALMOST 1.5HRS. hahaha bt the food there wasn't too bad.. thn aft tht we went to qian hu fish farm. this place is apparently quite popular since there are lotsa families buying fishes n such.

tht spotted ray is so pretty! (:

n these fishes are like TRANSPARENT.

i only planned to go there n let those turkish fish eat the dead skin off my feet. bt we ended up doing more, like long kang fishing, feeding the koi n checking out why a fish can cost $6888. i'd really rather buy like many earrings n bracelets n bags frm dior, tiffany&co, loewe, gucci etc thn to spend so so so much money on some so-called dragon's descendant. bt thn again, everyone spends money on different things so you cant really say it's ridiculous.

i think they wnt the lolly. so cute right!

we were happy pple!

longkang fishing!

we had our feet eaten by the fishes twice.. the 2nd time was cheaper because we went to this other farm n bargained w the guy! $6 fr half an hr! gd or nt(: hahahaha n some other family saw hw excited the fishes were n hw much i was enjoying tht they decided to join me in the pool :S

our fish-eating-our-feet's-dead-skin experience.

thn aft tht we went to grab pizza hut n valerie bought a cake fr sayang secretly! hahaha she was so surprised later on! n i really love the kaya pandan cake frm bengawan solo! uber nice(: all in all, it was an exciting day n fruitful day! i wonder where we're gg nxt fr my bdayy.. heh. :D

happy bday sayang((:

2008-04-01T10:04:00.000-07:00

been getting quite a number of emails recently on like 'Saving Animals', be it wildlife or home pets.

like there was this emailed tht i received a few wks back abt hw pple in China actually skin dogs, raccoons etc (furry animals) alive to support the fur trade in the world, legal or illegal. forwarded it to almost everyone i knew because i really cldnt imagine hw someone, HUMAN, could actually do smth so cruel & outright disgusting to helpless animals who are just fighting for their lives.

peng said tht these pple prolly grew up there n thus might be desensitized to all these. n they wld hv to result to such "jobs" (if you can call it one) to feed themselves n their families. however i still feel tht it is in human to feel the pierce whn you see these poor creatures writher in pain. i dare stick my hand up n say tht if right nw you were to give me a choice of starving to death or skinning a dog alive, i wld just starve to death. it's nt tht i choose to starve, bt i really cant bring myself to knife a dog who just wnts to live his happy little life.

thn i get like MORE emails on saving the environment because poor turtles are getting choked on plastics tht pple thrash into the sea, dogs & cats being eaten in some parts of china etc. OH GOSH. it seems like humans are really destructive n it's hard fr everyone to take time out to care abt such issues, esp whn they hv more impt affairs like bringing the bread home.

there's this pic on one wall in the arts canteen tht says, "you can choose nt to eat plastic, turtles dnt", n they show this poor turtle munching away on plastic (which he probably mistook for a jellyfish).

ahh i think im just really emo nw w my onsetting deng, lack of slp, project/assignment overload, insufficient human interaction, admin probs, etc. i knw there will be no world peace, so GIVE UP ON SOCIE PEOPLE, it is nt gg to happen. rawr. nights.

2008-03-29T03:00:00.000-07:00

i hv decided tht i shd start blogging again since jiezhen, joyce n weishan are away. plus claire wnts to go away. n we're all like ten thousand miles away so i guess it'll be easier to knw whts gg on each other lives this way(:

i REALLY REALLY hope i get to go fr the HKU summer programme.. it's so exciting to experience one mth away frm home! (: n like in HK n china n korea.. so exciting! sad thing is tht weishan n joyce are coming back frm late june to late july, n thts exactly whn my summer programme is! rawr. hope i get to see them fr at least a few days! (:

i gt a new comp so im quite happy w my huge samsung screen n new HP computer nw. it means more clubbox! BUT my really retarded lappie went a bit insane n decided to die on me, aft weishan asked me to fix my webcam. bt anyhow, nw whenever i switch it on, it shows me this blue screen abt windows being unable to start up n tht theyre initialising fr crash dump. n problem is, i cant find the warranty! rawr. dnt knw hw im gg to fix it. it's so annoying because it means nw i cant shut it dwn, i just leave it on hibernate. otherwise it'll take like 1 hr fr it to start up -_-

been at home the entire day doing nth bt surfing net n sending mails n watching variety shows. i always try to get work done on weekends bt it nvr ever works because im just nt in the mood to do so. :/ anyway i think lucky is getting FATTER by the day! he's like super greedy nw. shall post a pic of him up soon!

shan: i will mail you the dvds soon k! havent had time to burn all!

aights take care in the mean time everybody! <3

2008-03-10T12:55:00.000-07:00

01.03.2000 - 10.03.2008

you've been an amazing part of my life.

n you'll always be a part of me.

you can chase aft all the dogs dwnstairs.

i will buy yr fav ice cream cake every yr.

you can lie on me while i watch tv,

i will let you eat the apple if you promise to sit.

you can bark all you wnt in the middle of the night n

i will sing fr you until you fall aslp.

baby you're such a brave boy.

i knw you fought so hard, n im so proud of you.

pls be happy wherever you are.

i love you snowball.

2007-11-15T08:07:00.000-08:00

snowball had a fit/spasms (or whtever you call it) just nw. was so worried tht i really had no idea wht to do. i just carried him n keep rubbing him n keep crying. :( thn my mom scolded me n say cry also no use, so she called the vet.

ITS NT THT I WNT TO CRY. if i cld control my tears, i wldnt be crying most of the time in movies. THEY JUST COME OKAY. it's like a natural biological reaction or smth.

my eyes are still sore n im still worried. bt the vet said tht he doesnt need immediate medical attention n we cld just bring him in tmr cuz its just a head tilt. plus he's alright nw so it makes me feel a little more at ease. im just worried abt wht the checkup n brain scan tmr will show. :(

everytime pple say i love lucky more cuz i let him slp w me. bt i realise tht i love snow no less. he's as impt as lucky to me n i love him as much as lucky(: ky's like my life bt i cant live without snow either. they're two opposites so you cant compare them, like ky's docile n sweet n snow's hyper n cute. it's just tht sometimes snow is really too hyper active i cant control him, so my bro does it (they're like the same high kind).

see tht boy's sucha sweetheart isnt he? ((:

right nw i just hope tht he'll be fine throughout the night n tht tmr's checkup at the vet's will be fine. EVERYONE PLS PRAY FOR SNOWBALL. i hope he'll be fine.

2007-10-23T13:06:00.000-07:00

as i was transferring all my photots frm my pc to my new lappy, i just realised hw much i really really really miss vj. or more specifically, the tennis girls(:

nt tht i dnt get to talk to you guys or see you guys anymore, it's just tht everything's different frm before. we used to hang out so often (like almost every break!) n share EVERYTHING under the sun. right nw im just being nostalgic n wishing tht i can replay all tht memories.

our very first grp pic(: we were alr quite happy pple.

sports day! (:

secret-taitai-inner-self.

thn it was dwn to gg fr matches to support other sports.. n hving fun in the bus!

at bball finals! I MISS YOU JIEZHENNNN.

n aft trngs/matches we were always so high n happy!

even ms lim((:

quality team-bonding time in the early mornings.

in the bus to matches. still as smiley.

the day we claimed champs((:

claire n i really DETEST studying!

our number poses!

sam i really miss yr crazy antics!

wht you get whn you put sam n claire tgt.

camwhores wherever.

we were amazing supporters i swear!

at claire's 17th.

off to bangkok, last trip tgt!

weishan my doubles partner ever since i started playing tennis. =)

HISTORY OF THE 2006 TENNIS CHAMPS aka TAITAI TENNIS!

i love you girls so much i dnt knw hw to put it into words. we've been thru so much tgt in such a short time.. you guys hv been amazing teammates, n of course, friends. life in vj wldnt be the same without all of you!

early morn gatherings, milo w pearls, playing matches to earn our magnum frm each other, hide-n-seek during rainy days, dinner at thaipan, cheering fr softball guys/bball girls/soccer boys, gg nuts over jellyhearts, winning the champs, studying overnight at sam's, stayovers to gossip/bitch, bangkok trip where our bus broke dwn, hotel stays..

everything wldnt be the same w/o anyone of you. i love you(:

2007-09-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

had dinner w he[X] on monday. bt didnt hv time to update so shall do it nw((:

well, fr the FIRST TIME in our entire friendship span, we actually ate at a high class restaurant (at the risk of being chased out). bar n billiard room was good, courtesy of mo, chel, chyi n me. cuz we owe them our bday treats still. heh didnt eat too much this time, we just talked alot (abt the future) n abt everyones lives.. since we all are in the same sch yet nt too the same. feels to me tht we've actually grown up quite a bit n stop talking too much abt our past, like we're lking more ahead n planning fr our own future. n it scares me! (because na always just wnts to be a taitai n doesnt hv much ambition)

anyhow, we had fun n took alot more family pictures tht we hardly get to take.. because these days its quite hard to hv all of us free n able to hv dinner tgt.

food glorious fooooooooodd(: this was desserts!

family pictures as per always((:

happy-feeling picture!

our attempts at natural-lking pictures!

n we just had to take some artistic pictures!

took alot more pictures bt im too lazy to upload anymore, so this shall be it. need to go mug nw fr my psych paper because i hv like HALF THE ENTIRE HUGE BOOK to read, which like like almost 300 pages -_- yucks. im turning frm shopaholic to nerd. watch the transformation! next time i'll be posting pictures of my lecturers n textbooks! (:

2007-09-22T23:08:00.000-07:00

rachel wee's back! had so much fun gg to her hse, crashing lectures n hving lunch(: like before! it definitely feels so gd to hv her back in town.. cant wait fr stayovers n karaoke sessions. HAH. it's time we took more pictures n hv more high teas!

rachel insisted we take pictures IN HER ROOM.

i've been so busy w sch work i dnt even knw whts gg on. finally gt time ystd to indulge in dongbang(: n it's HIGH TIME i gt back to work, like start studying n getting started on my mid-term papers. 1 wk countdown to my psych n bahasa indonesia mid-terms n 2 wks to my psych assignment (which i havent gt any idea hw to go abt doing it yet).

anyway, i shd stop eating also before i melt into a pool of oil in the hot weather over here in sg. i wished we cld hv winter sometimes, like in korea(: oooh, i gg to china on the 6th oct w my auntys, uncles n cousins! because my grandparents are over there alone visiting relatives so we're gg there to pick them up, n of course check out the place a bit. I CANT WAIT!

2007-09-16T10:10:00.000-07:00

worked at the natas fair at expo ystd. bt i decided tht i couldnt take it because it's so tiring walking arnd non-stop fr 12 hrs. yen took over my work n in exchange i gt in free tday (because the chop frm ystd was still visible uv rays). i had to take the gamble so i march in w much confidence n YES it's still there(: it's nt really tht i dnt wnt to pay the 3bucks entrance bt the queue was impossible. so on the way out i gt another chop n passed to peng! well, i guess underage clubbing comes in helpful sometimes =/

n we raced to the korean booth (my homeland!) n the korean ppl exclaimed! i think i've kinda become their best sgrean friend. hang out w them, talk nonsense, participate in their ski teaching, watch hanbok fashion shows, check out korean bboys etc. omg hw much more supportive a sgrean can get of korea? NO MORE. im the best! wahahahhaa. wht i gt in return was absolute fantastic conversations (which will help me improve) n theyre really hospitable because they keep telling you to visit them next time in korea! i gt a handful of
namecards n took many pictures n they gave me a hello kitty plushie((:

my new korean b-boyfriend! (:

ms daegu korea. such a beauty!

korean model who's so tall, he had to bend so much to accomodate my height. ( i was wearing 3 half inches heels excuse me)

well we pretended we were in korea! (:

my smile'll be larger thn this if we were really in korea!

it's time i get dwn to studying so tht my results will be gd enough fr me to qualify fr the korea SEP. (: thn i'll really be the happiest girl arnd. on another note, the boys' hv left paris! n the pics of them in paris are so beautiful because they lk so carefree n fashionable! just love hw naturally model-like the boys are. LOVE THEM TO BITS N PIECES((:

arent my boys uber stylish? i'd notice them frm 10 miles away(:

2007-09-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

was half a tourist tday at raffles hotel. well we (yen n me) snapped pictures n pretended tht we werent locals. since she's really white, i think we pulled it off((: since it's almost impossible fr a singaporean to remain white on this sunny island.

asking him fr a picture was rather embarrassing!

n yen insisted tht we took pictures w the fountain. (:

well we had international buffet lunch fr abt 2hrs! salads, appetisers, soups, bbq food, sashimi, cheese, deserts etc. n the coolest thing was they had this honeycomb hanging there while the honey dripped n trickle dwn this trail into a small cup where all the honey is! n you scoop frm there. wht a nice way to let you knw tht their honey is pure!

choc n tiramisu cakes, cherry mousse, strawberries n cream, pralines. wht more can i ask for?

we were very happy girls, really(:

it's so nice to take a break frm the hectic sch schedule. gg to the airport to send my grandparents off tmr, they're gg to china fr a holiday. n thn i'll go pick rachel wee up. she's coming back at abt the same time((: cant wait to see her! thn im off to slog at the natas fair. -_- all fr the sake of money.

i shall go do a bit of readings thn im off to slp! nights(:

2007-09-09T10:20:00.000-07:00

just uploaded pictures ystd n yen sent me some, so i decided tht i shd upload them onto my blog(: rachel had to film on friday n so all of us congregated at my place to bake (well tht was the initial plan)! n of course we pigged out (on ee-mee, horfun n fried rice) cuz we were all starving since we didnt really get dwn to baking at all. bt it was so enjoyable just sitting arnd, laughing at our pictures n lking back at those times.. all tht friendship(:
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

he[X] will always be as one((:

n yen, my nampyeon's brother's ex-wife. HAH.

proof tht lucky is actually more spoilt thn i am. lk at tht boy take up half a queen size!

n he was falling aslp in the midst of my bags n books.

snow my other baby boy. cutest thing ever! (:

im really getting migraines too often i cant concentrate well. i need a remedy:(
n tmr's a real long day. i've gotta be in sch by 10 because of my research participation (fr psyc) plus i end at 8pm. RAWR.

thts abt it. shall upload pics of me n tiffany at the zoo soon! late bt it was super fun tht day(: aight, sweet dreams love!

2007-09-08T11:06:00.000-07:00

family gathering tday((: we had so much to eat! chilli crab (w mantou!), butter crab, crab beehoon, stir-fried kailan, steamed fish, herbal chicken, oatmeal prawns, fried tofu etc fr every table! fr the young cousins, the older cousins n the parents + grandparents. nvr had such a fruitful gathering before.. because this time everyone turned up (even the cousin-thts-working-overseas!). n we had so much fun talking n laughing n chatting over dinner.. *sense of satisfaction

thn aft tht we young energetic ppl decided to go fr a movie! so we rushed dwn all the way frm angmokio to town in ten mins to catch 'i knw who killed me'. geoff joined us fr the show too! well, my cousin drove 8 of us all in a 7-seater at like 130km/h while checking her sms n trying to get her bf to buy us the tickets. gosh, i was so stressed during the entire journey. can you feel the pespiration trickling dwn? haahahhaa. show was alright, bt company was gd(: i really enjoy such outings w my cousins! nvr really knew hw to appreciate them till we grew older. we shd hv more outings soon!

thn geoff dropped me n my brother home n nw im here again! havent been enjoying this sorta leisure life because it seems far too luxurious fr an undergradute. gotta hit the books tmr. do my readings, complete my tutorials, plan my grp project n STUDY. shall go enjoy some online shopping in the meantime(: it's my recent addiction!

oh n i managed to catch a few glimpses of xiaozhu tday! he shot me a megawatt smile(: love tht boy's eyes because it's so beautiful n there's so much confidence! bt as per usual, i bet he went "omg im so hot tht so many girls love me". cocky, bt yeah he's undeniably gd lking too! bt realised tht my true love is actually junnie. hope i dream of him again tonight! bye(:

2007-09-03T12:59:00.000-07:00

been long since i last updated. almost 3 mths frm the last post! so since i feel like doing it, i shall do it nw, at 4am in the morn(:

university just started abt 1 mth ago, 4th wk nw. n i totally dread everyday of sch, just because i feel like i hv so much to do n yet i dnt see the need fr me to be in sch physically. no sense of belonging to the sch, diff ppl tht i see fr diff lectures n tutorials, heavy workload of assignments n grp projects. fr once i feel like im really nt coping well in a new environment! till nw, i still hate sch. whn things start to change fr the better, i'll definitely announce.

i've gt a jap studies tut at 8am tmr morn so i decided tht i shd slp at 430 n wake up at 530 to go get ready.. so i wont overslp cuz everytime i slp like 2 hrs i cant seem to get outta bed. =/ thn at massage i'll just slp the entire 2 hrs or wht. HAH. (i need to rest n relax too!) weds are days off so i shall go cut hair or do nails or go shopping or DO ALL!

anddddddd, i gt accepted into NUS dance blast! gd news (until my results slip churns out) since i love to dance. n mayb i'll be happier in sch since i somewhat belong to the sch.. so my life will just revolve arnd lectures, tut assignments, dance, golf, piano, massages, manicures, grp projects, online shopping and my boys! till nw, im still a happy girl because i still hv a reason to smile(:

2007-06-13T12:32:00.000-07:00

omg i've been spazzing abt the boys recently(: WAHAHHAAHAH. typical fangirlism = dream concert aftermath.

yen says i shud try blogging in korean cuz i just learnt hw to use the comp to type korean. yes i shud(:

안녕하세요!
치금 오전 4시 10분 이에요.
하지만 안 줄어요
왜냐하면 오늘은 늦게 일어났어요

okay basically i just said hello! it's 4:10am nw but i am nt slpy because i woke up late today.
ahahahhaa. n this is fr yen:
연기가 진짜진짜 예뻐요 ((:

cassiopeia does wonders(: 10000 of them w red balloons plus light sticks tht spell TVXQ. n i love this picture cuz its so heartwarming.

jae still as pretty as ever((: seriously i nvr get enough of hw gd lking he is.

junnie my baby is getting hotter by the day!

n dnt you think chunnie just lks so gd w glasses? i love this boy.

my favourite pic of minnie. just cuz he lks like he's ready to be eaten. =/

okay im showing favourtism, cuz everyone's gg lala over yunnie! his gd lks n nice abs tht everyone saw at dream!

i saw his levis! CAN YOU SEE IT? ((:

leader 씨 is seriously HOT HOT HOT STUFF!

항상 건강하고 행복하게! 사랑해(:

나의 사랑은, 준수.창민.재중.유천.윤호.
영원히 사랑은 ((:

2007-05-29T13:00:00.000-07:00

JUNSU IS A MAJOR TURN ON(:

this is my angel. i totally fall in love w him whn he's so cute n innocent!

n pple wonder whts so sexy abt this boy (who doesnt even lk/act like he's passed 20).

just lk at the devil in him whn he dances. SEXAYYY(:

been cooped at home fr 3 days so im back into being obssessed w dongbang, mostly junsu actually because i adore his kamo (duck) butt, s-line, body rolls and hip thrusts(: pervert, bt i dnt care.

been gg on to yen the entire day abt my baby oozing so much sex appeal. n i think this is gg to carry on fr a few more days.. n im just doing more justice, because this boy is EXTREMELY drool worthy((:

2007-05-28T10:34:00.001-07:00

i cant help bt allow tht fangirl syndrome to possess me fr the night.

-start of fangirl syndrome

my boys are becoming so hot(:
plus pt: they're turning growing up n seriously getting darn sexy.
minus pt: i dnt see those adorable laughters n acting cute anymore.
n i really cant decide wht i wnt. in the mean time i shud just celebrate, cuz my swthearts are so sexy they're knocking me off! <3

my baby has gotten frm the oh-so-cuddly lovable angel..

to doing body wave during their 'O' concert, hip-thrusting in their 'O' perf n lifting his shirt in their japan live tour. junsu ya, wht gt into you?

yoochun n jaejoong were all so lovable n innocent..

before they decided tht girls simply adore hip thrusts. girls aka sheena.
yen calls micky the pimp, bt micky's really my darkest desire just cuz he oozes so much sex appeal! n jae is just drop-dead gorgeous.

minnie was the cute little baby of the grp.

until he became extreme top model material. *drools

n i totally lust over changmin whn he's in his own clothes. there's just smth abt him tht the other boys dnt posses. (: i had to do some justice!

n our leader just decided to shed some weight..

n i guess some clothes came off w the weight too=Pp

feels as if my love fr them has nw turned to lust. nahh. junsu my baby, yunho my leader, jaejoong my staple, changmin my first love n yoochun my secret desire.

i totally snd like im abt to jump on the boys n rip their clothes off, bt truthfully, i realised tht i still adore the boys no matter wht! (i havent advanced to some other grp like chyi did)

i guess my love fr the boys hasnt ended. still gg, strong n faithful((:

-end of fangirl syndrome

im darn tired (nt slpy), nose leaking like a tap, running a fever, coughing like im gg to puncture a hole in my lungs, hungry like i can swallow a pregnant hippo (cuz i havent gt any appetite the entire day) n i hv korean hw to finish. my teacher sent me this email full of korean words n i gt a headache the moment i opened it. RAWR. bt i still gotta complete it.. gotta run nw. laters(:

2007-05-27T10:25:00.000-07:00

i've just made a huge decision of my life.. IM GG TO NUS(: feel as if i just took a big leap in my life. anyhow, im extremely sick tday. like fever headache flu sorethroat. almost died. my mum said it was cuz i stayed out late last night.. *ponders. went clubbing w peng's cousin (joy), peng n ster last night. n we've unanimously decided tht the guys at gotham penthouse arent hot.. you could barely find ONE hot guy i swear.

altho we were feasting our eyes on the angmoh boys.. they were there to put up some nt-tht-decent show. they're called odyssey, flown all the way here frm johannesburg. WOOHOO. gd looks, deep-set eyes, hot bodies, nice hip thrusts. (: hahahaha n we had free drinks so all we had was water, orange juice n cranberry juice. FEEL SO GUAI!

n since im sick tday i've decided to watch some korean shows! sad love story is really sad. altho its relatively draggy, bt it's really quite sad. first disc only n i culdnt help crying.. HAH. bt it's so slow i prolly take some time to finish this show. korean shows make me emo........................

anyway micky speaking english is SUPER SEXY. gosh gets me all excited abt dongbang all over again. realised tht dongbang's getting more sexy n less cute by the days. :( more hip thrusts, more visible boxers, less acting cute n less teletubbies. either way, i love them all the same! ((:

2007-05-21T03:25:00.000-07:00

havent been updating, cuz i've been an extremely hippopotamus girl(: i stopped working at dfs alr.. HURRAY! so nw i dnt really do much except fr sit at home, indulge in dongbang, uncover youtube, n check out hot boys. WAHAHAHAHA. i've so much time nw i finished watching witch yoohee (the new show w kim jeong hoon) and xiaozhu's corner w love, n i shall start watching devil (the new show w joo ji hoon). n everyone loves clubbox!

yen is annoyed tht im watching lollipop. hahahaha actually it's just because of one boy. (: he's young n cute. i secretly like him! yen says its disgraceful, bt i dnt care cuz i've gt too much time on my hands. nt exactly, cuz i need to pack my room, go fr massages, play golf, practise piano, do my nails, go shopping, meet pple, go fr high tea etc. who says you havent gt anything to do during holidays? n im gg to peng's class chalet this wed-fri. ((: see so busy.

youtube, veoh, bitcomet n clubbox keeps me extremely busy too! (: n fr pple who out there who are still wondering, im still in love w dongbang! i said my love fr them will last(: bt recently i gt hooked on h.o.t! i knw they're like a past legend bt their songs (pop ones) are so addictive! like candy(: hahahhaha so nostalgic la, listen to pop songs during the hiphop era. bt it's nice, n jang woo hyuk was so cute whn he was younger!

DONGBANG IS IN JAPAN = I AM BORED. i wished they'd go back to korea n record variety shows! (: fr nw i shall continue my fangirlism in h.o.t n super junior. i have a new infatuation fr heechul cuz he's like a girl! (: shall go nw. will update whn i feel like it again. LOVES.

my new interest(:

2007-04-21T13:47:00.000-07:00

i knw i used to hate kids (like hate HATE, take-a-knife-n-run-aft-them-HATE) cuz they cry like there's no tmr. until the tennis girls say tht they will threaten their child (in the future) n say, "you cry summore i bring you to aunty sheena." hahaha their kids'll prolly be terrified of me. bt nt anymore(: im officially in love w kim in hwan.

i knw i've always been gg lala over pretty boys aka edison chen, nicholas tse, lee jun ki, kim jae joong, kim jeong hoon etc. bt i've turned over a new leaf (bt prolly nt fr long) n nw kim in hwan is the cutest thing on earth! i cannot take my eyes off tht little boy(:

this boy is SO MUCH LOVE he actually makes junsu seem less cute thn he is! youtube link: http://youtube.com/watch?v=4AjoxMQvGe0 pls go n watch cuz you wont regret it. (plus it's only like 45secs?) hahahha inhwan gives a self-intro, n says tht he lks like junsu hyung, is 6 yrs old n his name is kim in hwan. *faints. n thn he gives the killer smile! even junsu couldnt accept hw cute inhwan is. =)

i wnt to get married n hope tht my son is as cute as kim in hwan. see my state of delirium. bt, LOVE((:

n this is my fav pic of him. AH cute.

he was as cute b4 too!

junsu.mini junsu. <3

double sweetness dnt you think!

he has a more-than-9000-member-strong-fanclub nw!

김 인 환.김 준 수.사 랑 <3

2007-04-18T14:42:00.000-07:00

recently a spate of events gt me thinking even right dwn to my toes. i realised just hw vulnerable humans are, and all tht we're susceptible to. i knw im normally less solemn bt i guess i needed to get smth out of my system.

jiezhen: pls be strong(: i wnt to be there fr you eventho' im this far away. i knw hw much it hurts, bt if i can survive everything im sure you can to! if it's meant to be, love will find a way. dnt lose tht smile girl(: i love you.

chyi: i knw hw hard it is fr you to make tht decision. i dnt knw hw to put it to you cuz i'd be lost myself if i were in your shoes. bt you knw you have all of us to lean back on, n im sure you've gt amazing memories w him. i love you lots too(:

i typed a relatively long entry just nw, bt i realised tht there's no pt or i dnt knw wht im exactly driving at. cuz sometimes, tears fall so frequently you dnt knw where it hurts anymore. n you wonder why they actually fall.

2007-04-16T13:34:00.000-07:00

im back frm hk((: like last wk. bt i was too busy to update n post pics. still havent reduced the sizes of the pics frm my cam (since 7 megapixels give you pics tht are over 1mb) to upload. n most of the pics are still w rachel. so will upload n whtsoever whn i have the time to!

HK WAS AMAZING. i bought the entire street back! (: clothes are see-n-buy! shoes are really CHEAP! (i bought 7 pairs wht do you think? plus boots fr 6 bucks. WAHAHHA.) n KRISPY KREME makes you day even better! dolphins n sealions add love to the heart-racing rides you get at ocean park. guys are really nt tht hot, they just dress really well. hk pple are talking louder n louder these days. dimsum is dirt cheap you wnt to eat them fr every meal. xu liu shan has addictive mango sago w coconut milk! hotel rm is small beyond belief bt we had 4 ppl. bought atrocious stuff tht had to be checked in separately like 8 umbrellas (rachel bought them) n a bed fr my dog! weather is nth like sg, aircon-ed. in short, you go there n nvr wnt to come back.

tht was a summary(: anyhow, i've been slping so little my pimples are finding their way onto my face. RAWR. slept at 8am ystd cuz i had to finish watching goong, i didnt think i'd make it do work, bt i did. worked OT on sat till 3am cuz we had to shift stock fr renovation.. i was a namja okay. (even my boss's boss said im the strongest girl he'd ever seen. SHEESH.) n nw it's almost 5am n im still up cuz i was busy watching star king (dongbang stuff) n superjunior perfs! will slp aft i post pics of mini junsu. he's CUTE BEYOND BELIEF. ((: ahh, makes me wnt to have a son!

this boy is so much love i dnt knw wht to say(:

n whn you compare them you cnt decide which one you wnt!

junsu.inhwan.<3

2007-04-01T09:38:00.000-07:00

happy birthday mummy(: celebrated my momsie’s n bro’s bday ystd at hai tien lo! the restaurant on the 37th storey of pan pacific hotel. i ate so much, took tons of pictures n enjoyed myself frm my hairy head to wrinkly toes. delicious food, breathtaking scenery n amazing family fr company! =)) n tmr i shall start dieting.. been eating so much recently fr no rhyme or reason.

it's nice having dinner w such beautiful skyline!

this cod fish was marinated so evenly, the meat was extremely soft n succulent! *licks lip

my mummy's so cool we even take mirror pics tgt!

n i think i've gt sucha hot mom(:
day b4 i had dinner w jing again at the hansang korean family restaurant at square 2. n i think the lady boss’s son is really cute! he’s nt like gd lking cute, bt literally dorky adorable(: =/ jing thinks im crazy bt his specs make him lk really cute! n he speaks eng w an extremely strong american accent. think he goes to some international or american sch over here. i shall patronise the shop soon. *sniggers

been spending so much recently. bought necklaces, clothes, soaking salts fr feet, cream (s?) fr every reason you can think of n all other irrelevant n nonsensical thingies. n thn I start to wonder where my salary went. frm tmr onwards im gg to be working part time at dfs. HOORAY! ((:

oh, n did i mention i ponned work ystd? =X so had to go to a polyclinic cuz private docs are so expensive! rawr. AND I WILL NVR STEP INTO TOA PAYOH POLYCLINIC EVER AGAIN. you gotta brave adverse conditions (no air-conditioning n weird smelling), wait till you become algae (fr like 2 hundred thousand hrs) n see an extremely naggy doctor.

worked fr only 4 hrs tday. feels so gd to be able to work so little n tht time passes a little faster. makes me happier(: aight, i shall go watch vids nw. havent indulged in quite some time. tata((:

dongbang<3

2007-03-29T10:13:00.000-07:00

I HAVE AN EXTREMELY HUGE PIMPLE! rawr. prolly due to lack of slp n stress. im still quite uptight abt my university applications since i havent submitted fr smu. sheesh. i think i really need to hibernate like before. dnt seem to haven enough time on my hands ever since i started working full-time at dfs. anyway, im gg to convert to part-time staff frm april onwards! ((: decided tht i really need more leisure time fr myself.

wenta watch korean super reds vs balestier khalsa tday. DNT ASK ME WHY. i was possessed. i hate soccer, bt i love korean boys. so i guess my love overcame my hatred n i sat there fr 2 hrs staring at curly hair-ed boys rolling in mud. wasnt too bad, bt im lking forward to watching albirex niigata vs korean super reds. gonna be eye candies filled(:

anyone wanna watch tht korean dog movie? i knw im a walking fountain bt i love these sappy sad movies. they make me realise hw impt life is n tht we really shud treasure the relationships we have or the pple arnd us! n everytime i watch this sorta shows i fall in love w lucky more n more.

konichiwa. watashiwa sheena des. yoroshiku onaigaishimas.
anyeonghaseyo. chae ee reum mun sheena yimida. cho eem ba gaep seum ni da.
wahahahha okay dnt scream at me if i make any spelling mistakes! im still learning=) n i guess whn i pronounce it snds right, since pple understand me. heh. shall find new stuff to learn tmr at work. nights(:

2007-03-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

was late fr work AGAIN fr a record time of 2 hrs. =/ so tmr i gotta return the hrs n im only knocking off at 8 :( rawr. bt at least im gg shopping aft tht.

jing dropped by work tday. thn we went shopping at far east, wisma n square 2 aft work! bought a black dress, denim jumper, top, blusher, brush, masks etc! shopping makes me happy(: VERY! n thn we ate at the newly opened korean restaurant over at square 2! it's uber gd n uber cheap. value fr money! the 2 of us only added up to $20! plus they had like 6 side dishes as compared to 3 at other restaurants. ppl go try it! it's gd stuff(:

im still deciding whether i shud continue working full-time, switch to part-time or just quit. cuz i've gt so many things waiting fr me to complete. *ponders

things to do:
1. complete university application
2. pick up air tickets n plan HK itinery
3. pack my room
4. start an online shop
5. buy presents

see wht i mean.

2007-03-24T11:24:00.000-07:00

im punching in fr work late everyday. shucks. whn i wake up at 845 i punch in at 934, whn i wake up at 905 i punch in at 937. dnt ask me why. anyhow tday was an EXTREMELY boring day at dfs. no hot koreans no hot japs. had lunch w leezah n we went shopping at far east. i bought a shirt. =X n we concluded we shudnt shop during lunch cuz we always end up buying smth.

walked arnd square 2 on my own fr abt 2 hrs aft work cuz i had nth else better to do n i decided tht i needed to buy more korean-related stuff. well i returned home empty-handed. it's like a mini far east w numerous small shops selling those korea-imported clothes, accessories n shoes. plus a korean minimart, korean ice cream parlour n korean restaurant (which lked rather yummy!). couldnt find anything really dongbang related tho.

did i mention hw delectably mouth-watering the boys are whn they have glasses on? (: AWFULLY!

they're so dorky!

my only pic of changmin in glasses! he lks AMAZING!

my favourite boy(:

n very soon yoochun is gg to ursurp junsu's throne cuz he's lking oh-so-fine these days!
my fabulous leader!

n jae my constant love(:

동방신기 <3

2007-03-23T08:02:00.000-07:00

slept at 5am n i woke up at 9am. sheesh. fr the diamond water installation thingy. bt tday was a gd day! OFF DAYS = GOOD DAYS (: oh bt i had a dream/nightmare whn i was rem-ing. dreamt abt edison chen n im still deciding whether it's a gd or bad dream cuz he held my hand in the dream bt he took drugs. ah, chuck it.

had high tea w chyi at the equinox! it feels so gd to be up on 7o storeys sometimes, you just become happier(: i ate so much i dnt think i need to eat fr another two days. i ate almost everything, frm green bean soup to dory fillets to mushroom pasta to sushi to blueberry cheesecake! twas gd! i love buffets((: thn we took nice pics n went to town.

this is our 3rd serving!

isnt it cool tht we're being captured in different mirrors?

i felt like i was in a wine cellar! so much hard liquor!

chyi figured out a way to capture us w the skyline(:
gt a new haircut. (nt exactly new since i just trimmed the ends n gt bangs) dyed my hair mocha brown n did a treatment. my hair was screaming 'i am hay' so i had to do smth. morn shift tmr! pple pls come n visit me cuz im really bored stiff whn it's non-peak hrs. jing n ken aint working so im gg to decay. aight, time fr me to go indulge in dongbang. loves(:

2007-03-21T11:19:00.000-07:00

im so packed on my off days it feels as if i havent gt enough time fr myself really. had piano this morn, thn met up w joan, jasmine, rachel n xinyi in town in the aftn. we sat dwn a bit to talk n thn went shopping! wahhaha retail therapy is the best(: i bought SO MUCH i think my pay fr next mth is gone! =/ bought a pair of black n white missy peep-toe patent leather pumps w bow n a missy button patent leather pouch! (wnted to put pics bt i was too lazy to take em, might do tmr) im starting to love pedder RED(: busted 240 there, n thn another 21 on black dress frm far east n 19 bucks went to a necklace.

i think working indeed makes you spend more. cuz you feel like you've gt the ability to cash out n you feel like you've gotta reward yourself fr all the work you've slogged fr. n thts wht i did! (: all in all, i did plenty of buying n im gg to do more this friday. =D i think it's time to start selling my old stuff like ah wee so tht i can get back some money! otherwise it's only output n no input.

met joyce n weishan fr dinner at night at din tai fung. i love their xiao long baos. makes me drool at the thought of the gravy gushing out the moment you sink you teeth into those neatly pleated tangy skin! SO GOOD! thn jing came to shop w me at far east aft her work. i think i can nvr find a better hobby thn shopping. I WNT TO BE A TAITAI N SHOP EVERYDAY((:

anyhw, i realised hw much i really really love my baby! (: he's so much love i cant help bt give him the best tht i can. he's such an amazing boy! he's always there fr me whn im dwn n he's everything tht i am.

baby you're my wonderwall((:

2007-03-19T12:21:00.000-07:00

yenchyi says tht i oogle at guys at work. =/ hahaha bt it's true(: there was this really cute n gd lking japanese boy at work tday! i wouldnt say hot cuz he's prolly abt 15 or 16. bt he was w his younger bro whose also UBER DARN CUTE (i guess he's 10?) n dad. leezah (ms godiva) was also staring at the older bro! ((: wahahha if only dfs had such eyecandies everyday fr me to feast my eyes on! i'd have went up to serve him if they werent in a rush.. hahaha. gt caught by my superior cuz i went all the way to the choc area whn im supposed to be at souveniers. =X i hope work'll be this exciting everday!

i was bored stiff tday. most of the colleagues tht im close to werent working.. or were at chocs. RAWR. ken n leezah was working there. night shift! thn frances didnt come. n jing wenta chinatown. -_-" jing, come back come back to scottswalk! i miss you!

i was so exhausted frm work i crashed the moment i gt home frm work. slept frm 7-12! had like 6 msges whn i woke up. hahah. sry if i ignored your msges cuz i died. n nw i cant slp so i'll prolly feel really slpy at work again tmr.

tht aside, im addicted to dongbangshinki's magic castle fr dnt knw wht reason. it's so touching n beautiful! altho' i dnt understand the lyrics bt the melody's beautiful(: their voices are amazing, n i love their acapellas to bits n pieces. link to their magic castle n santa claus is coming to town (acapella) live perf: http://youtube.com/watch?v=-ndijfVLSog&mode=related&search=

jiezhen's gg to scream again, bt i cant help it. i find new pics of my boys everyday tht makes me love them even more! (: i wonder hw long this fangirliness will last.

junsu is the cutest thing alive! he's still my fav boy(:

jae's just too gd lking fr me to nt lk at him!

n this picture of micky is to DIE FR! micky i love you((:

자유롭게 저 하늘을
날아가도 놀라지 말아요
우리앞에 펼쳐질 세상이
너무나 함께 있다면

2007-03-18T09:49:00.000-07:00

esther treated us to dinner tday! i ate so much i cant believe it! spicy ramen, sushi, agedashi tofu etc, thn we still had desserts at big O! ordered like 2 mudpies n 2 cakes! couldnt believe tht we 5 girls finished tht amt. i laugh so much everytime im w them! (: if only life was like tht everyday!

anyway, i had this really nice korean customer at work tday! he spoke relatively fluent eng! thn i was telling him abt my love fr korea, korean food, korean boys, korean lang n yada yada. he really likes sg n he wnts to stay here! hahaha n so he was saying we shud exchange places. (which i dnt think i'd really mind) talked to him fr almost 2o mins n i managed to get him to buy lotsa stuff! like cookies, kueh lapis, souveniers n perfumes! he seemed rather surprised tht i love dbsk so much n tht im so into their dramas n variety shows. hardly anyone in sg watch xman or use clubbox as often as i am (other thn those pple tht're really into kpop)! n he said tht my pronunciation's really gd.! nice to hear frm a native korean dnt you agree? heh. bt he really made my day. so far the best customer i've had((:

most of my frens are like gg to nus. n im like more inclined towards smu. since it's in the heart of the city n it's absolutely convenient fr me since there's a str8 bus! rawr. apply ferst thn say la. n i wished tht uni application was like JAE. this is too complicating fr my small brain.

tmr im working morn again. slept at 530am ystd n woke up at 9 fr work. wondered hw i managed to survive. n im still up nw.. im beginning to wonder wht happened to my 12hrs of slp tht i always had last time. i seem to be able to survive on such minimal slping hrs these days. i think it's love. WAHAHAHAHAH. anyhow i jing (my colleague) hooked onto dongbang too! you see, they're addictive.

i knw everyone's gg to say tht im insane. bt i love jaeho! (: jaeho-ness makes me happy.

재호 영원히 ((:

2007-03-15T09:54:00.000-07:00

i finally fixed my blog's archives so pple can backtrack. xinyi was complaining abt it so i decided to fix it(:

anyway tday i proved to myself tht i could actually survive at work w only 2 hrs of slp. (surprisingly) n i still went fr korean leasson! it's the last lesson of our course n i think im really gg to miss it. i truly enjoying learning n speaking korean! i guess im more inclined towards languages as compared to numbers. HAH.

work at DFS is starting to grow onto me. as much i detest the pressure (of hitting your sales target) tht comes w it, i adore the pple tht i work w. esp the aunty aunties! they're really caring n motherly they make me feel like im so loved there sometimes! n i get to meet koreans n japs instead of hard-to-handle locals. plus the discount n benefits tht come w it, i dnt see why i should complain really. plus they're nt really ill-treating me w the amt they pay n hw rare is it to come by a 5-day wk in the sales industry?! so sheena, pls treasure wht you have. n w tht i shall lk forward to tmr, instead of dreading it. =)

my love fr dongbangshinki has burgeoned. ((: frm mere fangirliness to major respect. sometimes i wished i could endure hardship to taste the fruit of my labour, bt seldom im able to overcome those obstacles. hell, these boys are strong! esp junsu(: bt of course there's still the omg-theyre-so-hot in me. it'll take sometime to wear off.

재호 영원히 ((:

2007-03-14T14:21:00.000-07:00

ahhh it's unthinkable tht im still up nw updating my blog (it's 5.23am) n tht in a few hrs time (like 8am) i'd have to climb outta my queen-sized. dnt ask me wht im up to. i just gt back frm zouk n im nt in the mood to slp.

too much smoke n noise n GUYS. gosh i think being lesbian is so much better. feel tht im getting more uninterested in guys, fr whtever reason i dnt knw. bt maybe it just takes a uber hot guy who dances so well he sweeps me off his feet (like JUNSU!) to turn me on. i dnt knw. we shall leave this topic fr further discussion in future whn i feel tht im capable of deriving a conclusion.

as fr nw, i have decided to update my blog frequently since i have frens all over the world right nw tht i dnt get to see n talk to everyday. work really takes up so much of my time i hardly have any left fr myself, like to slp. everyone's passed the goong stage n im still at episode 18, cuz i have no time to sit dwn n chiong the entire show at once. i've to keep up w dongbang stuff n watch tv n bake cookies n go shoppping n watch movie n meet up w frens n go clubbing n go fr korean lessons etc. yeah you knw wht i mean, im time-deprived.

baked cookies tday cuz i felt like it. n although i really cant cook, i can bake! ((: n tday i told yenchyi i wanted to marry a guy tht can cook. cuz i was watching this show, n i thought, 'wouldnt it be nice if you married a chef n he could whip up really fantastic meals fr you?' sucha swt r/s dnt you think?

2007-03-12T04:31:00.000-07:00

wanted to post this the other time bt i keep forgetting. gt it off jiezhen's blog.

How Smart Is Your Right Foot?
This will boggle your mind.
And you will keep trying it at least 50 more times to see if you can outsmart your foot. But you can't!!!
1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it.
2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction!!

im gg hongkong(: im sure peng can hear me scream all the way frm over there! it's so exciting since there ain't gg to be any adults at all, only chyi me chel n peng! i miss taking planes! n there'll be so much to buy over in hk i really cant wait. this is to reward myself fr working so hard everyday, tht im dwn w a terrible cough. see, work kills you unknowingly.

i cant decide which uni i wnt to go to, or just to put it simply, i really dnt knw wht i wnt to do. right nw, it seems to me tht it doesnt matter wht i take or where i go. cuz i dnt seem to have smth in mind, or smth tht i really wnt. i need to get this straight before the end of this mth, cuz i gotta send in my applications to which ever uni i wnt to go to, be it local uni (which i really dnt wnt to go to), private uni or overseas. *shrugs*

n i miss peng! it's nice to be able to meet up w he[X] whnever i wnt to, makes me feel happy. cant imagine wht things are gg to be like if any of us are gg overseas. i just love you guys plenty!

2007-02-22T10:58:00.000-08:00

this is taken off jiezhen's blog sometime back:
Top 15 Reasons to Date a Tennis Player
1. Even when they're not scoring, they're in Love
2. They do it on more than one surface
3. They hit from any angle
4. They grunt when the action heats up
5. They're good with their hands
6. They do it with 2 or 4 people
7. They've got endurance to last 3 hours or longer
8. They wear tiny skirts for easy play
9. They know how to stroke it
10. They do it for unlimited minutes in many different postitions
11. They like to be on top of their game
12. They enjoy getting hot and sweaty
13. They work the balls really well
14. They know how to take it up the middle
15. They play the court until they score

i wished tht right nw i wasnt in sg bt in korea. because, it's my boys' ferst show of their world tour in korea. RAWR. im like super duper uber sure tht this concert is gg to be magnificent, w the amt of fantastic dance songs under their belt plus their amazing vocals. gosh, im sure it's gg to be a blast. n to rub salt into my wound, their promo picture fr the concert is hot beyond belief! n the merchandises are gg at really affordable prices, bt only at the venue of the concert. *cries*

my only consolation is tht im gg to see more koreans tmr (if thts even considered a consolation). peng's flying off to hongkong tmr fr her attachment there, n she's gg to be there fr 2 mths. hopefully i'll be able to find the time to join here fr a short holiday there! hongkong's shopping heaven! ((: n i'll go search there fr dongbang stuff! she's supposed to help me buy stuff anyways.

i've been working so much tht im kinda starting to dread it alr. i even worked on the 2nd day of cny. n standing all day attending to irritable n demanding prcs might put you on the verge of shooting your mouth off, BUT YOU CANT. so you just speak in other languages n hope tht they think you're actually praising them. well, im learning more jap n korean words everyday. since i hardly knw enough right nw, im using the most primitive form of communication (head n hand movements) w jap customers esp. i hope things turn fr the better.

alrights, nw fr you to feast your eyes on my boyfriends. the only thing i detest abt this picture is the uncanny resemblance to rain's world tour pic. but, this goes to show hw my boys can be hot n be like men!

did i mention tht jae's CKs were peeking out?

2007-02-09T09:09:00.000-08:00

i shall keep this short n sweet(:

fr those pple who said tht i've betrayed dongbangshinki, cuz i've turned to girly-fandom (since i went to watch xiaozhu at the dance floor n im gg to his showcase n autograph), i have nt! i RE-EMPHASIZE tht dongbang is my love. xiaozhu's just really hot n gd lking whn he dances n shakes his hips. =/

n this is why i cant help myself frm falling in love w junsu((:

i nvr knew i loved boys before you((:

2007-02-05T10:10:00.000-08:00

3rd day at work, n im completely exhausted. they sapped every single bit of my energy. n working night shift is extremely taxing, cuz time crawls, there aint much of a crowd, standing fr 8 hrs is tiring, n i get slpy. =X nvm, i shall go on to the gd things. i went to kino during my lunch break to get the tohoshinki photobook. there's a cd, dvd, huge pics n a mini poster. uber worth it cuz it's the 3rd album's cd n the dvd consists of stuff tht's in the vers b of their 3rd album. (bad thing is tht i've alr gt 2 vers of their 3rd album, n gd thing is tht i havent bought vers b which has vacation stuffies, mv makings, jacket sketch, n interviews!) it's china-made tho, BLEAGH. rather obvious once you see the printings on the cd.

weishan dearest, happy birthday! you're finally 19, old n dying. hahaha i hope you gt my bday msg! you've been a fantastic partner-cum-friend all these yrs.. like you said, we really think the same way (practical!) n we get along so well. you've been sucha joy to hang out with! may all your wishes come true (including the one tht i get 3As) n i hope we'll be celebrating many many of your birthdays tgt still! <3>

n since it's 6th feb, it's also yunho's bday! 생일 축하합니다! this boy's sucha swtheart. he's an amazing leader n i love him cuz he love them so much! did i mention he's a great dancer too? ((: i hope he stops falling sick while taking care of the other boys.. n right nw im really hooked onto jaeho cuz of the soompi pic spams. I LOVE JAEHO! =S hahah. happy birthday yunho! 사랑한다(:

n call me perverted or wht, i just love it whn CKs peek out. ((:

2007-02-01T09:00:00.000-08:00

1st day of work! ((: dfs's quite fun! the aunty auntys are all really nice n helpful. they're like so fun n nice to hang out w.. was much better thn i expected actually. heh. bt standing on 3 inch heels fr 9 hrs str8 is nt funny, REALLY. im off tmr, to buy black pants n lower heels (if nt pumps) cuz they dnt allow pin-striped pants. they wnt all black ones! =( rawr. so i gotta go get mine tmr cuz im working on sat n sun! let's hope sales will be gd, so tht we can hit our target! jyu-li-ang, hwaiting!

anyway, i thought i wouldnt be able to get up this morn, cuz i slept at almost 4. so i effectively slept fr 3 hrs plus only, din expect myself to last the day on the sales floor, thru 2 hrs of info-bombarding korean class, n watching baifenbai still. ((: im secretly proud of myself. i can slp so much yet stay awake so much!

se7en's passion has been on repeat mode cuz im addicted to the song. gosh, thanks to ishi. ahhahah i love dance! cuz ishi dances well, plays korean songs (which i absolutely love), makes me sweat it out, n i just love dancing. he used tht song fr hiphop n nw i cant get it out of my head. rawr. im starting to love k-pop even more. n xinyi's right abt me, im becoming ko-na (you knw like cheena?) n LiaNgaLxX@hotmail.com.

somebody save me.

baby, this is fr you:

좋아한다며 사랑한다며
이렇게 끝낼거면서 왜 그런말을 했니
널 미워해야만 하는거니
아니면 내 탓을 해야만하는 거니
시간을 돌릴 수 만 있다면
다시 예전으로 돌아가고 싶은 마음뿐이야

널 많이 그리워 할 것 같아
참아야만 하겠지 잊혀질 수 있도록
다시 사랑같은거 하지 않을래 내 마지막 사랑은
돌아선 너에게 주고 싶어서

2007-01-27T12:46:00.000-08:00

this is dedicated to my unbelievably amazing friends. ((:

those tht i've seen recently would knw abt my korean phase. being this avid fangirl tht i am, i cant help bt mention dongbangshinki at the end of every sentence. goes to show hw much i've fallen in love w them! bt, yet im thankful. altho' i knw some of you arent really into these pretty boys (cuz you all really love macho n mascular men tht might just crush you w their ego), bt you guys humour me all the time! n i REALLY REALLY love you guys fr being so understanding. i knw it's nt really easy cuz i can go on abt them all the time!

weishan rolls her eyes until her retina might get detached. esther can sing O jeong.ban.hap cuz i've played it so many times. shuhao lets me use his comp n surf youtube fr dbsk. joyce actually bought junior magazine back all the way frm korea fr me. jiapei watches their HD vids w me (i think she does just cuz it's HD). peng can recognise my fav boy. sam thinks jaejoong is oh-so-gd lking. xiaojun asks abt my boys once in awhile n i will prove my faith to her. xinyi claims tht she's rain's girlfriend whn i say tht junsu's my baby. claire gushes abt kwon sang woo whn i go lala over dbsk (her love is nt as deep as mine tho). rachel recognises junsu's voice as 'sore-throat man'. weewee just thinks tht xinyi n i have gt korean class every other day. jiezhen knws hw much im in love w them altho' she's all the way in the US. minhui just watches their vids cuz she there's only 1 tv in the hotel. yiling knws im in love, bt i havent seen her enough to convert her yet! darren thinks im mad bt he lets me gush. jasmine wnts to see angmoh boys as much as i wnt to see dongbang. n yenchyi just supplies me w more dongbang material to gush abt.

i realised tht i've known most of you fr like quite some time, n you guys've been a great part of my life. some of you have been really supportive whn i was withering, n the others were there to share victorious moments w me. i wouldnt be able to stand on my feet without your encouragements n there wouldnt be anyone to share my happiness whn im on cloud nine! i could nvr ask fr better friends thn you guys! ((:

wht an emo post! maybe it's cuz i had a nice long talk w jiapei on the way back home frm chyi's ice cream shop! realised hw much we've actually been thru whn we talked abt the past n all, like hw we met n all those memories! it's just so nice to see tht nth much has actually changed aft all these yrs! =)

however, you guys shall be subjected to my continuous ranting abt hw cute/hot/breath-taking/gd lking/heart-stopping/adorable/amazing/sweet my boys are. WAHAHAHA. nights(:

oh micky youre so fine(:

2007-01-25T09:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEJOONGIE((:

i LOVE this boy! he's one of the reasons why i love dongbangshinki so much.

1. he's sucha pretty boy (if you dnt alr knw i have a weak spot fr pretty boys)

2. he sings with his entire soul

3. he lks uber gd blonde

4. he lks cute even in smurf outfits

5. he's so boyish n mischievous!

6. he lks really gd w yunho (jaeho!)

7. he has 11 piercings (including a nipple one)

8. his eyes lk right thru you

9. he's gd lking even w glasses

10. he's so sexy (sexy back even)

as i was lking fr pics of jaejoong to post, i found myself guilty of harbouring too many junsu pictures! hw can i ever get enough of junsu! shows hw faithful i am tho(:

i had a fruitful day tday! slept at 5am this morn thn woke up at 11am. was supposed to be at parkway fr my massage at 11 so i postponed it till 12. went to have a manicure n pedicure done aft my massage cuz i really havent done my nails in a long while! headed dwn fr korean lessons aft tht. n xinyi n me realised tht we really havent gt a long attention span, cuz we couldnt absorb much towards the end of the lesson! hah. bt all in all, i had a packed n fulfilling day.. at least i finished everything tht i set out to do. =)

tmr's gg to be another long day.. gt appt at the hairdressers in the aftn, thn aft tht gonna head dwn to heeren fr the biotherm event w xinyi n rachel. hope it's gonna be fun(: lisa's bday at night, think the tj swimmers are gg fr dinner ferst. crash dxo thereaft. another day gone.. n i REALLY dread the day tht i gotta start work. =X

i shant think abt it. shall go watch goong b4 i go to slp. yes im slow. n kim jeong hoon is SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO gd lking. even the slightest smile on his face brings a wide grin on mine. if only he's gt character n personality off screen. rawr, im in love w yul thn(:

oooh, did i mention? micky is so sexy, esp w his CKs peeking out. =/ hahaha, shall go nw. last bt nt least..

생일 축하해, 재중! 사랑해((:

2007-01-22T10:49:00.000-08:00

i've finally gotten dwn to finding a job n sticking w it! ((: okay, mayb it's still too early to tell since i havent exactly started working officially. will start in feb.. n im working in Loewe @ DFS scotts. so pls visit me if you have the time! it snds like a relatively suitable job fr me, since,
1. i LOVE Loewe to bits n pieces
2. i get a staff discount (which spells SHOPPING)
3. i get to meet rich pple
4. i do sales n see pple (interactive)
5. i get commission on top of my basic
6. it's near my place (cab's $3.90)
7. i love everything tht i see arnd me
8. DFS is an established company
9. i see mostly koreans n japs (AHH koreans)
10. i get allowances.

im sure those reasons are gd enough fr me to take up this job n stick w it. hope i'll perservere till the end of june! thn i'll make enough money to go on a spree there or wht. the thought itself is getting me all ecstatic. =)

went fr the dfs trng tday n i slept fr 4 hrs only. chyi actually called me at 9 to ask me if im awake. (yes she thinks i cannot wake up). cabbed home right aft trng n comatosed right aft watching baifenbai. woke up at 11, thn yay im back on the net! i've gotta report at 9 tmr fr trng again! thn i've gt piano in the aftn. it's like alr 3am nw, i hope i can crawl out of my bed. =X

anyhow, i really wnt to blog abt stuff tht are really interesting n happening. like all those blogs tht pple read. BUT im too engrossed w everything in my life i cant help it. ((:

feels weird tht i havent mentioned dongbang yet. so i shall. my planner's on the way to sg right nw! n i really wnt to buy their rising sun concert dvd. money pls fall frm the sky. oh! n micky kissed this actress fr their new show, 'Dating on Earth'. i bet he's gd n i secretly wnt to make out w him! he's sucha mystery w loads of confidence(:

everyday i remind everyone abt hw cute junsu is. tday's no exception.

bt i'll still love him whn he becomes hot instead of adorable (w a tinge of sadness). n this makes me realise hw much i love junsu as a boy((:

2007-01-15T10:32:00.000-08:00

last post: 12th dec 06. goes to show hw long i havent blogged. well, i shall start being an active blogger once again. altho i've lost tht adrenaline rush tht i used to get whn i think abt blogging.. used to fancy it quite a bit, thn nw im just like an overcooked spaghetti (meaning grubby n disgustingly NUA). so all i do is laze arnd, watch tv, indulge in dongbang, go shopping, meet up w pple, come online. really havent been doing anything productive ever since As ended. =X

anyway, i kinda miss my online life quite a bit. havent been poking my nose into everyone's affair n barging in on their lives. so i shall start my online roaming n read blogs so tht i knw whts gg on at least. =)

my rm's really in sucha huge mess i dnt even wnt to begin w which corner i have to clear ferst. it's like a garbage dump (quoting joyce). n it's nt tht i dnt wnt to pack, it's just these things of mine really have nowhere to go, even if i WNT to pack. i have too many things n too little space. =/ which is a sign i shud stop buying. talking abt buying, i bought a really pretty brown bag tday. din really need it bt i dnt like the idea of me liking smth n nt having it, so i bought it(: bought sandals n sunglasses. no particular reason why.. just felt like it.

quite packed this wk. gg MOS on thurs, gotta lk fr job, peng's bday celeb (means gotta find present too), pack room, dance, piano lesson, gym! n i've been slping at really unearthly hrs like 5 or 6am in the morn, tht i completely lose count of days n wks. time seems to pass really quick whn you arent studying. i rmb i really had to pin fr friday cuz i dreaded sch so much.. time seems to fly by these days. n soon it'll be results. okay lets nt go there.

it's been sometime since i fell fr junsu. n im still in love w my baby((: goes to show hw steadfast this love is.

talking abt love.. saw this somewhere tday, prolly smth to ponder abt. i love you, bt im nt in love w you. wht is wht? i guess it's smth like im in love w my baby, bt i dnt love him. n i love lucky bt im nt in love w him. yes whtever sheena. shall go slp soon, nights!

baby youre my ecstacy(:

2006-12-12T07:22:00.000-08:00

im back. n my love fr dongbangshinki has proliferated. (: if you can use tht phrase. i knw im too old fr these nonsense since i've been gg gaga over edison chen since like i was sec one, bt dongbangshinki really represents hope fr korean pop. they can sing well, dance well, act well, lk gd. n they arent only pretty faces. thts why so many pple out there like them, altho i secretly hope tht they're belong to ME only. HAH.

so much has happened since aft As. n bangkok was really fun! bought so much, so it's time i started working to pay off my debts. think whn the credit card bills come my mum's gg to scream! bought lots of clothes n belts n shoes n earrings n accessories n all sorts of wht nt. thn on the way back at the bkk airport i stepped into dior n saw this really pretty wallet! it's pink! (: cost me 589 bt i thot it was worth it. the rest didnt think it was really pretty bt they thot it was really me. n coach at siam paragon was having mega huge sales so i bought 2 wrislets n 1 handphone charm. makes me happy(:

did i mention i bought a miumiu wallet before i went there? gosh. n my mum doesnt knw abt the dior wallet, so i gotta pay it myself. tht explains sheena bring broke fr the entire of dec. n tday i went town n dior was having a sale! 50% off can you believe it? bt their stuff wasnt really nice, n i really wanted to buy smth so i bought a dior keyring. it's like a die w dior on it. =)) shall see wht im gg to do tmr, im really enjoying this kinda life, where i can just take my own swt time everyday, without having to rush. (:

n nw it's time fr some eyecandy.

yunho lks exceptionally hot here! woooot.

i dnt exactly adore jaejoong the way i adore xiah, bt everytime i lk at his pictures or hear him sing, i fall in love w him all over again. =))

n my dearest junsu baby, has turned frm a baby boy tht makes me smile w his cuteness..

to a man tht makes me go weak in my knees! (: just like frm a cute dolphin to a killer whale. bt he's my man.

saranghamnida(:

2006-11-16T01:50:00.000-08:00

im damn tired! hahaha, frm youtubing. =/ slept at 5am this morn cuz i was hooked onto youtube fr 10 hrs. finished all those korean variety shows w dbsk, okay most of them(: n i dnt knw why i woke up myself at like 12 plus. sheesh. so nw im really slpy.

anyhow, chyi thinks tht the pic of jaejoong i put up doesnt do him any justice. n she likes this one, okay i think he's sucha pretty boy here too. bt i like him in blonde. heh(:

yunho's still gd lking=)) n he can dance. well, changmin lks really really pretty here. ahahhaha i feel like a young primary sch girl gg crazy over all these. bt it's fun. plus they can sing, can dance, are musically inclined, are talented, are gd lking, are uber adorable n they're pretty boys(:

haha altho i find xiah SUPER UBER DUPER adorable. those tht dnt see why, go take a lk at http://youtube.com/watch?v=zra1a2hQL6g and http://youtube.com/watch?v=Wvm0Hh6ABkg. (its like 20sec n 40sec)
OMG he's so cuteeeee! bt i like his old hair, it makes him lk like sucha young boy. he lks more like a man nw, n i like boys rmb? =))

and yes, tht swtheart is xiah(: see the extent of my addiction? yes i knw i need immediate attention. HAH. bt im sure this'll last fr awhile. we shall see(:

saranghae yunho.

2006-11-14T04:26:00.000-08:00

okay its been eons since i blogged, so here i shall go again. today's econs was a bit shitty:( okay, i was considered composed fr someone who spent 6 hrs indulging in youtube the day before the exam, slept at 3, gt jolted up frm my slp at 6 plus. (: so, lets shop everything goes well.

talking abt indulging in youtube, there's this phenomenon tht i've yet to comprehend abt myself. everytime i get onto youtube n start clicking away on the search engine, i dnt leave my seat until aft a few hrs. despite the angel in my head telling my half hr aft half to start on my studying. n all these thanks to dongbangshinki. nt tht its a bad thing actually, im just amazed at the extent of my addiction. it comes to a state where i have to get my daily dose. n peng calls me a twit, just cuz i go crazy over uber cute boys n tht i wear a hairband. =/

i cant wait till my As are over. (: tht'll be the 23rd. tennis girls are gg to eat lunch at top of the M n thn we're gg to resort to retail therapy since i havent had tht since ten thousand yrs ago. we have tons of korean dramas n taiwan/japan/korean variety shows to watch! thn as i was on the way to sam's hse tday, i was thinking tht on the 29th, i'd be taking the same route bt yet im so overwrought (i can just hyperventilate), cuz i'd be gg to the airport. BANGKOK HERE WE COME!

okay before i leave fr bangkok, i have to propaganda the tennis girls. im gg to make them all fall in love w dbsk so i can shriek n go lala w them in bangkok abt all those pretty boys. well, sam alr thinks jaejoong is hot=)) hahaha okay i knw im abit too old fr all these lala abt pretty boys n boy bands, bt im in love.

nw nw, dnt you think jaejoong lks suprisingly gd in blonde? the love of chyi's life. hahahaha. n tht guy there in the hot skinny tie is yunho. i love guys who wear skinny ties, i love ties too! INDULGENCE!

saranghae yunho(:

2006-10-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

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this is YOUR graduation event, YOUR party, YOURnight to remember, BE THERE!!!

2006-10-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

aft all tht intensive mugging over the wk, tday was the time fr me to relax n have fun(: okay, i shall go back to blogging like whn i was in secondary sch.

well we (me, yongsheng, likeng n norman) surprised xinyi at kenny roger's at marina! heh of course rachel, hianchuan n jasmine were part of the plan too. they pretended tht rachel had some free tickets to watch john tucker must die n thn they had to collect the tickets frm her 'sister'. n thn we gave her the surprise! ate a whole lot, fish, garden pasta, cheese macaroni n mashed potato! thn we went to the arcade fr awhile n thn shopped! bought new clothes n a belt=))

met he[X] aft tht fr dinner at HanKaRam at heeren. it's gd the food tht they serve(: heh i really like the kimchi spring rolls la. n we took hell lots of pictures. it was "hey i brought my camera" frm everyone. there was so many we just kept snapping. n these girls are those tht really make me LAUGH OUT LOUD. i swear those pple outside cld hear us so clearly eventho we were in the VIP rm. the stuff tht we say are unbelievably crude, n hw i wished tht we cld spend more of such time tgt. oh, n i had peanut icecream.

thts abt my day, n tmr it's back to mugging. think im gg to parkway to mug w yan. sucha diligent girl dnt you agree? let's hope my ship will turn str8 soon(: n thn aft As i can club all i like. n pple, go fr vj's post prom party at DXO okay! it's gonna be great. much loves.

2006-09-29T06:20:00.000-07:00

once again i wished i cld disappear. it's nt tht i dont knw whts wrong. it's just tht i dnt wanna face up to all of them. i knw life isnt a bed of roses, bt i just feel like running away frm all these, n mayb all tht i've done is one way.

all tht music drumming in my ears make my forget everything at tht very moment, n i guess thts all i ask fr nw. since there's no better option to tht, eventho it's temporary. mayb whn i've learnt to take things in my stride thn i'll understand the meaning beneath all these. like wht ms seah said to s26 tday, whn we lk back we realise tht wht we go thru is nth compared to wht we're gg to face each day. n we shd appreciate each day tht we've gone thru cuz we managed to make past it. n thts nt smth everyone can accomplish.

so why nt count your lucky stars?

well, im hoping i cld mature n learn to think tht way. it might take some time bt i believe i'll find a way thru all these hurdles. i hope things'll become better, as hard as it might seem.

i wnt to blog abt my life, abt my friends, abt my day. happiness, joy, love. bt i seem to hve lost the ability to do it. all i can do is just resent everything thts happened n dismiss them as trivial. 'everything's fine' is just a figment of my imagination. n of course you realise i need to comprehend hw to discern right frm wrong, black frm white.

babyifwecldcnwestartalloveragain?

2006-09-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

when will i ever learn to be gd?

settled.matured.tamed.sensible.grownup.

probably nvr. =))

2006-09-21T08:58:00.000-07:00

i really dont wanna feel what im feeling right nw. =( it's one of those days where i return w a bumper harvest then everything goes spiralling downwards aft that fr no reason in particular.

caught up lots w the tennis girls today just blabbering as we strut arnd in town n gorge food down. (: really cherish times like this. wee, jasmin, xinyi, joan, marie n fangxian were in town too. was supposed to go hang w them bt i promised the tennis girls alr. nvm, lotsa times like this to come.

im really exhausted frm walking on heels bt i still gotta stay up to watch baifenbai. gotta wake early tmr to catch the repeat of my hotel show. then off i am to sch fr the colours award thingy, n i've yet to hunt down that pair of court shoes.

yan: i've decided to go get livejournal so you wont hafta post public to let me read! (: then i can read your private entries too. haahhaha. another reason's cuz i wanna post some stuff fr myself. =))

are you worth it?

2006-09-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

felt as if i just went thru a frenzied wk, n lking forward to more.

monday was econs paper 1 & 2, n it din come to a pleasant ending, oweing much to the fact that i din study fr it.

tuesday was bio paper 3, i scanned the entire option topic bk in 2 hrs. doesnt seem like i'll do well fr it. hung out at parkway w yan aft that, then i chum-ed arnd at tiff's mum's shop. bought a watch aft she thot it lked nice on me. chilled w bee at night in town. n i found out that i really loathe eating non-green veggies. bahh.

today (wednesday) was NUA day. brought baby to the vet fr his dental scaling. was so worried that i had to leave him there fr like 2 hrs. =/ met yan in town n walked arnd. =)) picked him up aft that n he had 2 teeth extracted! culdnt bark much aft that. bt he ate alot tho, bet he was starved cuz he wasnt allowed to eat b4 that.

thursday is gg to be the last paper, bio mcq. then towning w tennis babes(: we're gg to buy the entire orchard up. some m18 movie in the evening w S26! night silencer or smth like that. might scream my head off (sayang's gone thru that a couple of times). =X

friday? i dunno. more shopping? more tv? more vcds? then at night it's dbl O n zouk time=))

sat is planet fitness day. then having dinner n grandma's, cuz she's gg to china fr a holiday! n aft that, im gg clubbing! prophecy of slping at 9am aft clubbing n waking at 9pm to go clubbing might come true aft all(: let's all lk forward to that life aft our As.

sunday im gg to joan's church! prollie go home aft that to enter dormancy. i kinda rmb that i have smth on at night bt cant recall right nw.

okay, i shant go on abt what's aft sunday lest it spoils everyone's mood.

thank God fr everything that happens, cuz everything happens fr a reason.
mayb youre nt everything, youre the reason.

2006-09-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

aft all that mugging fr the past two days (fr econs n math), i've decided to give myself a break! (: heh. altho i noe 2 days of mugging is no big deal fr everyone else, bt since i dont study, it's alr quite a feat.

anyhw, wenta see dr joyce lim today fr my annoying complexion. it's so itchy it's abt to devour me alive. i just scratch non-stop n peel flaky dry skin off my cheeks like im a snake shedding its skin. well, found out that it was eczema. n all she did was tell me all abt inflamed pores w dirt n sebum trapped beneath which is acne, that i have sensitive skin cuz of eczema n prescribed some medicine. it cost a BOMB. like 139 bucks fr 10mins worth of consultation n 30 mins waiting. hahaha mayb thats why she can afford a fountain, comfy sofas, 6 nurses, 3 security cameras n a plasma screen in her clinic. n she's the only doc there. HAH.

went shopping aft that. bought SO MUCH stuff. a brown bag, since i decided that i dont have a bag in this colour (altho my mum thinks i have too many), nail polish, magazines, earrings. spent over 200 todayy. oh, n i had my nails done again(: makes me happy. n aft sucha exhausting day, i shall go have a piece of my wild strawberry yoghurt mooncake. thereaft i shall comatose into lala land.

nights you.

2006-09-10T09:52:00.000-07:00

the doc said my baby just needs some minor teeth scaling(: he's on antibiotics n some multivits right nw.. even the doc think he's pretty. im prouda him. that's why he's MY baby=))

thank yous go out to those who gave me numbers n cheered me up when i was worried, or like even gave the slightest help. joyce, chyi, , joan, jael, sayang. LUB CHEW!

anyhow, i have bio paper 2 at 8 in the morn tmr n math paper 1 at 2 in the aftn tmr.. n i havent completed 1/4 of both chapts. just cuz i dont feel like. nvm, long term goal's the As. n i promised God i'll do my very best fr it, cuz i guess that's what he wants fr me when im all lost.

babyyouremywonderwall(:

2006-09-09T10:33:00.000-07:00

i dont noe what i'll do if you leave me. i noe there'll be a time when i gotta let go, bt pls dont let it be nw. you noe hw much you mean to me. i really have no idea what'll happen to me if you were to go. i noe you hate seeing tears roll down my cheeks, bt i cant help it. pls give me hope, or i wuldnt noe what will become of me.

baby youre my wonderwall. (:

2006-09-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

there's like a million things replaying at the back of my mind that i cant help bt fret over. i noe worrying abt all these aint gg to make things better, bt it's nt as simple as it is to just 'forget everything'.

maybe it's easier to walk away frm everything. i just want to let everything go n leave all that behind. im nt strong enough to endure everything n walk thru it. it feels as if im on my own right nw walking thru this dark storm.. n it makes me wanna shut myself out frm everyone n everything that's gg on arnd me. i just want to be alone.

having planes arnd you taking off as if they're so carefree, lking at the stars lk back at you as if they're smiling, having music shut everything else out, nobody arnd you to interfere w what youre doing or thinking, n just letting tears roll down your cheeks.

~~pls be my shooting star, so that i can wish upon you, n hope that youll make everything right again.~~

2006-09-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

i will learn to walk away.

2006-09-02T10:16:00.000-07:00

i dont want to miss a thing /aerosmith
i dont wanna close my eyes
i dont wanna fall aslp
cause i'd miss you babe
n i dont wanna miss a thing
cause even when i dream of you
the sweetest dream will nvr do
i'd still miss you babe
n i dont wanna miss a thing

i just love this song thru my skin n bones.

truly madly deeply /savage garden
i wanna stand w you one a mt
i wanna bathe w you in the sea
i wanna lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me

i wanna grow old w you /westlife
i wanna grow old w you
i wanna die lying in your arms
i wanna grow old w you
i wanna be lking in your eyes
i wanna be there fr you
sharing everything you do
i wanna grow old w you

last christmas / nsync
last christmas i gave you my heart
bt the very next day you gave it away
this yr to save you frm tears
i'll give it to someone special

i'll take the tears /A1
hw is nw that i can tell you i love you
hw is it only nw that its too late
what can i do the love that we had is torn in two
so you'll take the smiles fr all of our yrs
i'll take the tears

i'll nvr break your heart /backstreet boys
i'll nvr break your heart
i'll nvr make you cry
i'd rather die than live without you
i'll give you all of me
honey that's no lie

all or nth /o-town
cause i want it all or nth at all
there's no where left to fall when you reach the bottom
it's nw or nvr
is it all or are we just friends
is this hw it ends w a simple telephone call
you leave me here w nth at all

baby boy /big brovaz
my love fr you will nvr end
you'll always be a part of me
as long as time keeps on passing by
you'll always be my baby boy

pt i want to make: boybands really sing sappy love songs. =))

2006-08-31T09:19:00.000-07:00

one, you're like a dream come true

two, just wanna be with you

three, girl it's plain to see that you're the only one fr me

and,

four, repeat steps one thru three

five, make you fall in love with me

if ever i believe my work is done,

then i'll start back at one.

2006-08-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

im pmsy. someone pls make me feel better, if you noe hw to n able to. BAHH. im so sad n depressed i totally snap at everyone la. i think even my mum's getting irritated at me. bt i cant help being upset, really. studying makes me unhappy, it destroys all my happy cells. n i really dont enjoy it, AT ALL. i wished my life can be made easier. i noe i have no choice bt to study fr my stupid A levels bt im really tired n sick of it.

i miss plenty of pple. yan, i missed your nonsense the moment you stepped outta macs. you make me happy! sock, i just miss you. im nt gg to see you fr 2 wks:( gulp. n bee, i just miss her! no particular reason why. the tennis girls, i miss our season times. we had so so so much fun. he[X]! we shud go out soon, havent talked n gossiped in eons. my besties, i love you all so much. MUAH. daphne.. pls tell me hw it's like to smile like you! love.

someone pls make make me smile like before.

i wished i culd rewind n play my life all over again, where i want it to stop. i need you, you n you. pls make things right. pls tell me you'll be there to catch me when i fall. pls say you wont leave me when i need you the most. pls take my hand in yours n say you love me(:

2006-08-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

18th was a blast. (: heh. thank yous gg out to those pple who rmbed n wished me! in one way or another. lotsa pleasant surprises this 18th n it makes me really happy!

rachel wee, xinyi n jasmine celebrated fr me in sch, they put my present in the locker n then xinyi pretended to ask me to go take my bio stuff! ahahah. then jasmine n rachel came w the cake! =)) thank you all fr the cake, the presents n the notes! i love the bag. then yongsheng came to sch specially just to pass a card to me! was so surprised when he called me n told me he's in sch. thank you fr being so nice!

then was supposed to have lunch w tiff, jael, yan n joyce. then joyce disappeared fr quite long before appearing w ally n shan! was really shocked to see them there.. cuz they din go to sch todayy! =) anyhow, thank you so much fr the sweets in the cookie jar, n most imptly all those lil notes that you've written. it's really wonderful gg thru reading them n realising hw much stuff we've shared. n extra thanks to ally fr baking me sucha wonderful cake! LOVE(:

went clubbing last night n only came home this morn at like 5 plus. slept a bit aft 6 n woke up at noon. im still rather appalled that i lasted till nw n nt comatosing yet. i think it's the coke light n tea! clubbed w peng, tiff, yiling, jss, jael n her frens. wasnt too bad altho i think DXO has really old crowds sometimes. yeah, n since it's ladies night, we get free entry n free flow! wonderful:) then tiff, peng n jael stayed over n we had pizza hut fr dinner! =)) peng's daddy came n gave them both a lift home!

it's odd that im alr 18, bt anyhow, thank you fr making it such a great one even when our prelims n As are looming near. i noe it isnt easy to find time, esp fr those in vj. bt you guys still made my day! i really love you all. LUB CHEW! (:

2006-08-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

FUCK YOU A LEVELS.

2006-08-16T08:49:00.000-07:00

caught click today(: with tiffany n jael. it was one of the BEST films in my life, maybe the best. it's supposed to be a comedy.. yet so many pple ended up sobbing n sniffing in the theatre. i literally flooded the cinema. hahahaha. as per usual, my HYPERACTIVE tear glands culdnt stop working. like they secrete more than they actually shud be, smth similar to hyperthyroidism. where the thyroid glands secretes more thryoxine than normal. (pardon the bio)

tiff n jael culdnt stop laughing at me. thanks. those who havent watched it pls go! it's really worthwhile. culdnt believe that sucha comedy can make me cry so much.. n it's seriously a tear-jerker, like a wolf in sheep's clothing. =/ 2 thumbs up!

anyhow, im gg to watch eight below at tiff's tmr. hahaha gonna be another waterfall session. jiapei's positive that i'll cry. i think so too. okay. i gtg nw. my eyes hurt frm the crying.. n im getting migraines that makes my head feel like it's gg to explode anytime. night!

will you still love me tmr morning? forever n ever, babe. (:

2006-08-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

just gt home nt long ago. n VOILA, im using my mum's laptop. it feels exceptional to lie in bed with internet excess. (: makes you feel like a queen. n sam rmb, a queen is nvr late, everyone else is just early. =)) quote of the day. i shall have quote of the days everyday nw. hhaha.

i've been so stressed up recently cuz there's so much work to complete. i hardly have time to study, cuz im just so caught up with finishing my tutorials on time n studying fr those detestable tests. wahhahaha, the pun. see what studying does to me.

anyhow i just gt back nt long ago. went fr dinner n coffee with bee. she was nice today! came to novena n bought me ferrero rocher. aye, you get well soon. n i read your blog aft all(:

shall attempt to study with the tennis girls in sch tmr, instead of speeding off frm sch to get home in split-second timing.. just cuz i love lazing arnd, watching baifenbai, n just lking at lucky n snowball makes me happy. =)) love.

2006-08-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

ponned sch today. wanted to go late fr gp bt decided nt to anyhow.. since vj is halfway across sg. so stayed home n was so bored i decided to watch the king n the clown. the korean show with lee joon-ki.

anddddd, i fell in love! with that oh-so-pretty boy(: he literally lks like a girl in the show, cuz i think he's supposed to be gay or smth. that's some reference to him being gay la. so in the end obviously i din do much work la.. bahh. =/ shall go do a bit of work then slp.

n presenting, the epitome of pretty boy=))

2006-08-01T07:44:00.000-07:00

hullo(: i watched pirates of the carribean todayy. it's nice! fabulous effects, nice backgrnd settings, witty dialogues n UBER HOT pple!! hahaha johnny depp n orlando bloom just makes you want to glue your eyes to the screen. they're nt like hot body kinda guys, they're like those that just make you go weak in the knees when you lk str8 into their eyes. GOSH. im so jealous of keira knightly la.. she just happily made out with both of them. BAHH.

newfound love again. xinyi's positive that i change targets every nw n then, n that i'll get bored of my dearest pretty boy that im so into right nw. hahaha mayb i'll go gaga over orlando bloom again, like what happened aft the ferst lord of the rings. he was drop-dead gorgeous i wuldnt understand why anyone wont want to have a piece of him. im sucha boy-crazy girl, so much that yan cant stand it when im so extreme abt my pretty boys. =X

ten thousand movies that i wanna watch nw. the lakehouse, click, dragon tiger gate (cuz of my darling nicholas tse), the devil wears prada, the breakup etc. enough to make my head expand alr, cuz i dont seem to have that amt of time. bt i think pirates was worth my time! =)

to pple arnd me, think my deng's coming. so dont blame me if im like super hyper or super moody within split minutes k. cuz my mood swings are extremes. shall go slp soon cuz im too tired to do any work todayy. plus there's only like math n gp tutorial tmr.. din want to go bt there's the career fairs thingy so NO CHOICE.

nights. MUAHH(:

2006-07-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

was watching today's guess guess guess hosted by jacky wu on channel u. n today's topic was girls who dress like boys.. n there were 2 of them that were SO much like a pretty boyy! =)) BAHHH. i wished i had a higher threshold level fr pretty boys, like dont go googoogaga everytime i see them. =/

today was quite alright, we wenta sam's hse to swim!! then chitchat n had lunch at thaipan. then lazed arnd.. all of them at least picked up a book to read or some work to scribble, bt all i did was switch the channels n watch tv. you noe i just love taiwan show rights. (: they're so witty sometimes. n i managed to catch today's 5 oclock baifenbai. xiaozhu's so cute! *grins* havent seen him in awhile.

my stupid computer's taking ten thousand yrs to dl the shows. OMG. hahaha but it's okay, i'll wait patiently. =) decided that i shudnt go fr college day aft all tmr.. cuz it's quite a waste of time i think. shud go do smth more constructive, like gym while i check julian hee out.. or mayb study a bit. think meeting chianglaipeng on sunday to mug n bitch! hahaha i have so much to tell her.. n she has even MORE to sayy. i cant wait(:

n only today i realised hw much i really have in common with weishan. hahaha we share really similar thots at times. bt we have rather different tastes.. hahah like she thinks that my pretty boys arent gd lking at all.. n those that are gd lking n pretty to her doesnt seem to appeal to me! =X hell, bt i still need a oh-so-gd-lking-yet-pretty-n-will-make-you-fall-flat-on-your-face someone:)

he's so pretty. i.. erhh, *thinks to self* might as well date a girl.

sryy fr the influx. =/ okayy, gtg go study alr. shall update soon.

2006-07-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

din go sch in the end todayy. wanted to go late but i ended up slacking at home.. cuz i din want to go to sch n come home myself. i REALLY hate travelling. =/ then i decided to be a really gd girl n pack my room todayy. realised i really have alot of stuff.. =)) ten thousand bags n earrings n bracelets n necklaces n clothes n vcds n magazines etc. OMG. took the entire day.. n i threw away so much rubbish! then i watched tv all the way aft that. =X till like nw.

i really have no wish to go sch tmr since sch ends at like 1025. bt i heard we have some retarded college day rehearsal aft that. BAHH. i honestly dont want to go fr college day on sat too, bt i heard it's gonna be rather strict. what's up with vjc being like other schs nw, getting all strict n stuff. the only thing i really love abt vj is all those slack rules. nobody cares abt your hair colour, what kind of earrings you have dangling frm your lobes, even those fanciful accessories jingling on your wrists. i doubt they even notice that some pple dont wear socks since the colour doesnt even bother them. HAH. bt that is what makes vj special(:

vj's been clamping down on the short-skirt issue recently.. apparently, some member of the public TOOK A PICTURE of this girl's short skirt n wrote in to the sch to complain with that 'proof' of his. isnt there like any regulation that an adult male shudnt be snapping pictures of a teenage girl's thigh? whatever reason it is fr. somehw i dont see any sincerity in his actions, even if he genuinely wants to report it to the sch fr the very own welfare of the girl.

hell, the tennis girls have been all so depressed recently. i doubt each of us noe exactly why. im just so lost i dont noe what i want out of my life aft vj. that day aft my ct flashed the transparency showing the grades that we needed to get into those courses in the uni, i realised that i have NO plans fr my future at all.. i think, take one step at a time. i'll find a way somehow or rather, even if i dont make it into a uni. =(

in the meantime, let me show you all pictures of pretty boys. they make me happy:)) like really. all these eye candies, what's left on this earth that makes me feel like a girl. lalala. im a sucker when it comes to pretty boys. ENJOY!

okayy, i shall go slp soon. gotta lug myself outta bed early tmr to go sch. nights, love. MUAH:)

2006-07-22T08:25:00.000-07:00

MIA-ed. hahaha didnt have time to come online n update aft i came back frm bangkok last wkend. anyhow, i bought ALOT. =)) mummy decided to get me this pair of gucci sunglasses at the airport before we left fr bangkok. they lk absolutely fabulous! n she gt herself a burberry wallet n shirt that was both half-priced! i also purchased this coach bag that was considered quite cheap=) OOOH. makes you feel happy. then we almost brought the entire mbk n pratunam back. (: it's amazing hw much sg dollars we spent there considering our stronger currency against theirs. i think mummy wasnt too happy that i bought so much.

bought birks fr pple, 2 pairs of heels fr myself, 4 shirts, 2 belts, a dress, 2 pairs of shorts, TEN THOUSAND earrings, bracelets, another luggage to bring everything home. all that excluding my victories scored at the aiports and those purchases belonging to my bro n mum. HAHAHA. i cant do without retail therapy.

As are like 3 mths away n somehow i just cant get myself started with mugging. no sense of urgency like in sec 4 when i was more focusd. im definitely afraid that i wont do well in the majors, bt there's no motivation that's getting me gg. pls someone scare the shit outta me so that i'll study.

OMG i just finished watching this taiwanese drama serial called the devil beside me. proof of my laziness, bt i just cant help bt say i've gone crazy over this other guy! =)) he's so gd lking.. yet another PRETTY BOY that makes me go gaga over. i just have this weakness fr pretty boys that im nt exactly proud of. cuz whenever a pretty boy comes along, i just go weak in the knees n there goes my usually strong n insistent self.

he4 jun4 xiang2! he's the reason i started blogspot, so that i can post his picture! =) [yes yes, the things girls do.] i'll go indulge in his videos on youtube nw. they're like my constant sources of pretty boys or gd lking pple whenever im gg crazy over one(:

joyce baby, happy birthday. i hope you liked your birthday surprise. i promise i'll study tmr. i HAVE TO. nights. lub chew!