hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, September 29, 2006
6:20 AM
once again i wished i cld disappear. it's nt tht i dont knw whts wrong. it's just tht i dnt wanna face up to all of them. i knw life isnt a bed of roses, bt i just feel like running away frm all these, n mayb all tht i've done is one way.
all tht music drumming in my ears make my forget everything at tht very moment, n i guess thts all i ask fr nw. since there's no better option to tht, eventho it's temporary. mayb whn i've learnt to take things in my stride thn i'll understand the meaning beneath all these. like wht ms seah said to s26 tday, whn we lk back we realise tht wht we go thru is nth compared to wht we're gg to face each day. n we shd appreciate each day tht we've gone thru cuz we managed to make past it. n thts nt smth everyone can accomplish.
so why nt count your lucky stars?
well, im hoping i cld mature n learn to think tht way. it might take some time bt i believe i'll find a way thru all these hurdles. i hope things'll become better, as hard as it might seem.
i wnt to blog abt my life, abt my friends, abt my day. happiness, joy, love. bt i seem to hve lost the ability to do it. all i can do is just resent everything thts happened n dismiss them as trivial. 'everything's fine' is just a figment of my imagination. n of course you realise i need to comprehend hw to discern right frm wrong, black frm white. babyifwecldcnwestartalloveragain?
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, September 24, 2006
9:03 AM
when will i ever learn to be gd?
settled.matured.tamed.sensible.grownup.
probably nvr. =))
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, September 21, 2006
8:58 AM
i really dont wanna feel what im feeling right nw. =( it's one of those days where i return w a bumper harvest then everything goes spiralling downwards aft that fr no reason in particular.
caught up lots w the tennis girls today just blabbering as we strut arnd in town n gorge food down. (: really cherish times like this. wee, jasmin, xinyi, joan, marie n fangxian were in town too. was supposed to go hang w them bt i promised the tennis girls alr. nvm, lotsa times like this to come.
im really exhausted frm walking on heels bt i still gotta stay up to watch baifenbai. gotta wake early tmr to catch the repeat of my hotel show. then off i am to sch fr the colours award thingy, n i've yet to hunt down that pair of court shoes.
yan: i've decided to go get livejournal so you wont hafta post public to let me read! (: then i can read your private entries too. haahhaha. another reason's cuz i wanna post some stuff fr myself. =))
are you worth it?
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
8:14 AM
felt as if i just went thru a frenzied wk, n lking forward to more.
monday was econs paper 1 & 2, n it din come to a pleasant ending, oweing much to the fact that i din study fr it.
tuesday was bio paper 3, i scanned the entire option topic bk in 2 hrs. doesnt seem like i'll do well fr it. hung out at parkway w yan aft that, then i chum-ed arnd at tiff's mum's shop. bought a watch aft she thot it lked nice on me. chilled w bee at night in town. n i found out that i really loathe eating non-green veggies. bahh.
today (wednesday) was NUA day. brought baby to the vet fr his dental scaling. was so worried that i had to leave him there fr like 2 hrs. =/ met yan in town n walked arnd. =)) picked him up aft that n he had 2 teeth extracted! culdnt bark much aft that. bt he ate alot tho, bet he was starved cuz he wasnt allowed to eat b4 that.
thursday is gg to be the last paper, bio mcq. then towning w tennis babes(: we're gg to buy the entire orchard up. some m18 movie in the evening w S26! night silencer or smth like that. might scream my head off (sayang's gone thru that a couple of times). =X
friday? i dunno. more shopping? more tv? more vcds? then at night it's dbl O n zouk time=))
sat is planet fitness day. then having dinner n grandma's, cuz she's gg to china fr a holiday! n aft that, im gg clubbing! prophecy of slping at 9am aft clubbing n waking at 9pm to go clubbing might come true aft all(: let's all lk forward to that life aft our As.
sunday im gg to joan's church! prollie go home aft that to enter dormancy. i kinda rmb that i have smth on at night bt cant recall right nw.
okay, i shant go on abt what's aft sunday lest it spoils everyone's mood. thank God fr everything that happens, cuz everything happens fr a reason. mayb youre nt everything, youre the reason.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, September 15, 2006
8:01 AM
aft all that mugging fr the past two days (fr econs n math), i've decided to give myself a break! (: heh. altho i noe 2 days of mugging is no big deal fr everyone else, bt since i dont study, it's alr quite a feat.
anyhw, wenta see dr joyce lim today fr my annoying complexion. it's so itchy it's abt to devour me alive. i just scratch non-stop n peel flaky dry skin off my cheeks like im a snake shedding its skin. well, found out that it was eczema. n all she did was tell me all abt inflamed pores w dirt n sebum trapped beneath which is acne, that i have sensitive skin cuz of eczema n prescribed some medicine. it cost a BOMB. like 139 bucks fr 10mins worth of consultation n 30 mins waiting. hahaha mayb thats why she can afford a fountain, comfy sofas, 6 nurses, 3 security cameras n a plasma screen in her clinic. n she's the only doc there. HAH.
went shopping aft that. bought SO MUCH stuff. a brown bag, since i decided that i dont have a bag in this colour (altho my mum thinks i have too many), nail polish, magazines, earrings. spent over 200 todayy. oh, n i had my nails done again(: makes me happy. n aft sucha exhausting day, i shall go have a piece of my wild strawberry yoghurt mooncake. thereaft i shall comatose into lala land.
nights you.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, September 10, 2006
9:52 AM
the doc said my baby just needs some minor teeth scaling(: he's on antibiotics n some multivits right nw.. even the doc think he's pretty. im prouda him. that's why he's MY baby=))
thank yous go out to those who gave me numbers n cheered me up when i was worried, or like even gave the slightest help. joyce, chyi, , joan, jael, sayang. LUB CHEW!
anyhow, i have bio paper 2 at 8 in the morn tmr n math paper 1 at 2 in the aftn tmr.. n i havent completed 1/4 of both chapts. just cuz i dont feel like. nvm, long term goal's the As. n i promised God i'll do my very best fr it, cuz i guess that's what he wants fr me when im all lost.
babyyouremywonderwall(:
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, September 09, 2006
10:33 AM
i dont noe what i'll do if you leave me. i noe there'll be a time when i gotta let go, bt pls dont let it be nw. you noe hw much you mean to me. i really have no idea what'll happen to me if you were to go. i noe you hate seeing tears roll down my cheeks, bt i cant help it. pls give me hope, or i wuldnt noe what will become of me.
baby youre my wonderwall. (:
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
9:20 AM
there's like a million things replaying at the back of my mind that i cant help bt fret over. i noe worrying abt all these aint gg to make things better, bt it's nt as simple as it is to just 'forget everything'.
maybe it's easier to walk away frm everything. i just want to let everything go n leave all that behind. im nt strong enough to endure everything n walk thru it. it feels as if im on my own right nw walking thru this dark storm.. n it makes me wanna shut myself out frm everyone n everything that's gg on arnd me. i just want to be alone.
having planes arnd you taking off as if they're so carefree, lking at the stars lk back at you as if they're smiling, having music shut everything else out, nobody arnd you to interfere w what youre doing or thinking, n just letting tears roll down your cheeks.
pls be my shooting star, so that i can wish upon you, n hope that youll make everything right again.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, September 03, 2006
8:01 AM
i willlearn towalk away.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, September 02, 2006
10:16 AM
i dont want to miss a thing /aerosmith i dont wanna close my eyes i dont wanna fall aslp cause i'd miss you babe n i dont wanna miss a thing cause even when i dream of you the sweetest dream will nvr do i'd still miss you babe n i dont wanna miss a thing
i just love this song thru my skin n bones.
truly madly deeply /savage garden i wanna stand w you one a mt i wanna bathe w you in the sea i wanna lay like this forever until the sky falls down on me
i wanna grow old w you /westlife i wanna grow old w you i wanna die lying in your arms i wanna grow old w you i wanna be lking in your eyes i wanna be there fr you sharing everything you do i wanna grow old w you
last christmas / nsync last christmas i gave you my heart bt the very next day you gave it away this yr to save you frm tears i'll give it to someone special
i'll take the tears /A1 hw is nw that i can tell you i love you hw is it only nw that its too late what can i do the love that we had is torn in two so you'll take the smiles fr all of our yrs i'll take the tears
i'll nvr break your heart /backstreet boys i'll nvr break your heart i'll nvr make you cry i'd rather die than live without you i'll give you all of me honey that's no lie
all or nth /o-town cause i want it all or nth at all there's no where left to fall when you reach the bottom it's nw or nvr is it all or are we just friends is this hw it ends w a simple telephone call you leave me here w nth at all
baby boy /big brovaz my love fr you will nvr end you'll always be a part of me as long as time keeps on passing by you'll always be my baby boy
pt i want to make: boybands really sing sappy love songs. =))
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
sheena tan
25 aug 1988
korea <3
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